lately i have been feeling hateful and hopeless i really do no like to feel this way i wish only that i can be accepted and wanted in the same manner that those i am jealous of are
God steer my heart away from these feelings i want to be different
During a long absense i've taken from this journal I've done a few things. I've mastered being myself, and have said goodbye to long hair. Discovered that music is great, but only to a certain extent, and that computers will bring the world to it's knees. Foods good, and I want to get married soon.