reality.

[lungtongue]

thin shell.better than that.blinks and stares and surprises around each corner.sure is no ocean.sure is a temptation.sure wish i could be a sensible knave.i dropped a pace and kept it hot.kept it close.kept it.fingered sincerity while selling divinity.countdown continues.decisions depress me.slightly defiantly.ill show you all.someday.i cant

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[x_arson_x]

hi

[lungtongue]

HEY HONEY! i was gonna call you yesterday but i have no minutes (in other words, call me man! but not tonight, unless you call me between 2 and 3:30ish) cuz i had to rearrange my plan to save myself from the $100 worth of roaming i racked when in FL. i want to tell you all about it. i totally thought of you when i was standing at the end of the pier about a mile out into the ocean (it felt like anyways) watching the sunset, at the most beautiful beach we had been on the whole vacation (clearwater, by tampa). it was an adventure for sure...

hope all is well with ya!

[x_arson_x]

you still make me smile, that's sweet

i sent you a text earlier, i'd love to talk to you doll

i.have.no.idea.what.i'm.doing.

[lungtongue]

i caught wind of that...the whole "not.kknowing" bit. i am here, my friend. got the text, did i mention i am over those as well? hit me up around 2:30ish, by that time i should be in route to chi-town so will be more than available to talk. until then...

[x_arson_x]

"I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself"

[lungtongue]

if you knew me now like you knew me then you've known all along and like i said you've got it babe, you've got it, dont let it scare you away. today is your day to feel what you turned from and taste the blood. this will only hurt for a second, i promise you that...

you.are.beautiful.

[x_arson_x]

as.are.you. :)