that picture is so "awww"esome. It made me laugh and say "aww" at the smae time which came out of my mouth as "AHAAZZMMWWW" (similar to the soud of a broken tumbledrier.) thankzzz.
I understand what you mean completely. It's just that you are way ahead of me. I'm still cowering in fear from the very mention of a relationship ... so I think you are doing good! I was just thinking (and this may be totally wrong!) but maybe instead of saying "I don't deserve you", just rephrase it into a straight-up compliment? Because he obviously does want to be with you and he might find it awkward to reply to your self-deprecation and not know what to say, whereas if you just say something nice because it is a more positive statement and easier to deal with? Not sure. I'm sure you compliment him enough though/ maybe complimenting maniacally would be equally as mental! :) Sorry for this craptastic "advice". Hmm.
i don;t always say stuff like "i don't deserve you" or anything, it just oncecame out that way, I say other compliments, which he refuses to really accept..and i'm such a hypocrite because i do it back x1000000. It was good advice though, i'm just makiung him awkward anyway witht he self deprication thing, and just hide it away from the world more..and say "thankyou" or something if he does compliment me. And you'll find a relationship if you want-but it's not the begginning /end of the world if you do/don't have one, being single is just as fun!
OH MY GOD OH MY GOD i could've written this entry. except with different names obviously. its weird being with someone and knowing that they've been with people before and have more experience than you do. and i totally know what you mean about the impressiveness thing- adam is like, really good at loads of stuff and really funny and i'm just like... average in comparison to him.
BUT, at the same time, he obviously does really like you otherwise he wouldn't have stuck with it with you being at uni and him not being there. so don't put yourself down, because you are loads of good things and have loads going for you.
I thought maybe i was alone in the "stupidy stupidy alison is stupid" world of self depricating fear of everything about myself and having to share it with anothr person..who happens to like you? (did that sentence make sene??) But you are ACTCH. cool and smart and funny and clever aso you deffo shouldn't feel like that..not that i really should either..i was just in one of those moods where everything was...everything piled on top of everything.. which lies dorment for most of the time..but comes out in intermitting spews of "OH GOD I HATE MYSELF, I'M NOT SPECIAL, I'M THE WORST PERSON ALIVE, WHY SHOULD ANYONE LIKE ME?" kind of...feelings.
it's cool that someone kindof knows what i feel like sometimes though.. hope everything is cool with you and your "boo". (like the destiny's child "bugaboo" song)
This is going to sound riddikulusly (hawhaw, good word) (this class is riddikulus!) cheesy but I honestly think you are one of the most amaaaazing people in the world. You're beautiful, kind, thoughtful, HIL to the ARIOUS, into bestiality, really good at drama, really good at art, really good at psammead impersonations, really good at directing stuff, really good at LOADS of stuff, and have wicked music taste. And loads more stuff which I've obv forgot because Malfoy stole my Remembrall and Harry got it back with some amazing flying and that's how he got on the Quidditch team
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You're actch ACTCH too too kind. You're amazing and John and me knows it, as well as the GLC with their catchphrase dedicated to your fitness/cleverness/funniness/talents ("you knows it") but thanks for the vote of (pedro) and confidence.. 'd like to think Ben thinks like that-but truth be known I JUST DON'T KNOW. ...MEH..
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I was just thinking (and this may be totally wrong!) but maybe instead of saying "I don't deserve you", just rephrase it into a straight-up compliment? Because he obviously does want to be with you and he might find it awkward to reply to your self-deprecation and not know what to say, whereas if you just say something nice because it is a more positive statement and easier to deal with? Not sure.
I'm sure you compliment him enough though/ maybe complimenting maniacally would be equally as mental! :) Sorry for this craptastic "advice".
Hmm.
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OH MY GOD
i could've written this entry. except with different names obviously. its weird being with someone and knowing that they've been with people before and have more experience than you do. and i totally know what you mean about the impressiveness thing- adam is like, really good at loads of stuff and really funny and i'm just like... average in comparison to him.
BUT, at the same time, he obviously does really like you otherwise he wouldn't have stuck with it with you being at uni and him not being there. so don't put yourself down, because you are loads of good things and have loads going for you.
and finally, you = NOT ridiculous or absurd (y)
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But you are ACTCH. cool and smart and funny and clever aso you deffo shouldn't feel like that..not that i really should either..i was just in one of those moods where everything was...everything piled on top of everything.. which lies dorment for most of the time..but comes out in intermitting spews of "OH GOD I HATE MYSELF, I'M NOT SPECIAL, I'M THE WORST PERSON ALIVE, WHY SHOULD ANYONE LIKE ME?" kind of...feelings.
it's cool that someone kindof knows what i feel like sometimes though.. hope everything is cool with you and your "boo". (like the destiny's child "bugaboo" song)
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winky love-seriously...!
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