This morning, waiting for a meeting, I sat down and picked up a book; Owlflight, by Mercedes Lackey, which I find useful for filling up small doses of time without me worrying about being so engrossed that I can't put it down when I need to. A short while later, a co-worker came up; let's call her R
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R: Well, I thought you'd read stuff like The DaVinci Code.
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Okay, maybe one step above romance novels. :)
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But I know how you feel. I've been there too, and still end up there sometimes. Usually, when I hit that state, I think back to the last time I really talked with the Boss, and even if it doesn't entirely fix the problem, it reminds me of why I believe what I do. Then I pick up and go on from there.
As for another reason it's easy to doubt? Well, because people make fun of other people for having "invisible friends", that's why. (; At least Jesus is one of the most commonly accepted invisible friends out there ... but that doesn't mean that it's not tough to deal with.
And I don't know about you, but for me, contact comes and goes. Sometimes it's very close, sometimes it's more distant. It's much like any other relationship ... but since you don't have concrete, tangible contact, it's much harder to define and be certain about.
Just my thoughts, anyway ...
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That's exactly how I feel! When the contact is strong, I feel an irresistable calling toward the church and the ministry in some form; when the contact is weak, I go through massive periods of doubt. Of course, being a thoroughly trained skeptical scientist doesn't help there. (hugs)
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