My Life As It Now Stands
I now find myself reasonably happy in life. There are some things that certainly need to be improved upon but I think that with some patience they may come to pass.
My relationship with Justin was mended and improving little by little. We still cohabitate and still continue to be better people for each other and our selves.
My mental health has improved with large doses of vitamin D3 but I had a slip recently after a week of poor sleep and being out of my D3 (not sure it could make a difference that quickly), I bruised some friendships which I don't think will ever heal up right.
There's a chance of a long-time friend moving back to F'ville with her BF and kids. This would make me very happy indeed.
I need to actively persue a few wondeful women here in town to expand my friend base. I'm so awkward and have so much trouble letting people get near me but I need some grown up local friends who don't throw food and trash at each other when at a nice (or any) restaurant.
Until December I'd been very active in a group who finds homes for unwanted cats. I would spend many hours a week at Pet Smart working the adoption room. I also got involved in a group raising funds for a low cost spay/neuter clinic and worked a few fund raisers as well as being the photographer for both the spay/neuter group and the adoption group.
Sadly my Fibromyalgia and the anxiety and depression that comes with it has crippled me for the last few months. The depression, with the exception of one really bad week) hasn't been as bad as what I'm used to, it's mainly been unrelenting anxiety attacks.I need meds but that's a long story.
We've had two weeks or nasty winter weather which has kept me stuck in the house. It's caused me to do a lot of cooking and some cleaning that was desperately needed but I'm pretty much OVER this winter thing and ready to get back to helping the kitties find homes and doing things to take my mind off of my troubles.It always makes me feel better to go spend a few hours with the kitties. :)
Starting to plan a birthday party for my little sister who'll be turning 40 in a few weeks. Hard to fathom that.
Ok guys, I'm outta here.
My relationship with Justin was mended and improving little by little. We still cohabitate and still continue to be better people for each other and our selves.
My mental health has improved with large doses of vitamin D3 but I had a slip recently after a week of poor sleep and being out of my D3 (not sure it could make a difference that quickly), I bruised some friendships which I don't think will ever heal up right.
There's a chance of a long-time friend moving back to F'ville with her BF and kids. This would make me very happy indeed.
I need to actively persue a few wondeful women here in town to expand my friend base. I'm so awkward and have so much trouble letting people get near me but I need some grown up local friends who don't throw food and trash at each other when at a nice (or any) restaurant.
Until December I'd been very active in a group who finds homes for unwanted cats. I would spend many hours a week at Pet Smart working the adoption room. I also got involved in a group raising funds for a low cost spay/neuter clinic and worked a few fund raisers as well as being the photographer for both the spay/neuter group and the adoption group.
Sadly my Fibromyalgia and the anxiety and depression that comes with it has crippled me for the last few months. The depression, with the exception of one really bad week) hasn't been as bad as what I'm used to, it's mainly been unrelenting anxiety attacks.I need meds but that's a long story.
We've had two weeks or nasty winter weather which has kept me stuck in the house. It's caused me to do a lot of cooking and some cleaning that was desperately needed but I'm pretty much OVER this winter thing and ready to get back to helping the kitties find homes and doing things to take my mind off of my troubles.It always makes me feel better to go spend a few hours with the kitties. :)
Starting to plan a birthday party for my little sister who'll be turning 40 in a few weeks. Hard to fathom that.
Ok guys, I'm outta here.