i think youre truly somethin speciallll just what my dreams are really made offf
H A V E Y O U E V E R
[ pictured your crush naked? ] yes
[ actually seen ur crush naked ] yes
[ been in love ] yup
[ cried when someone died ] yea, it usually hits me late though
[ drank alcohol ] mm yes
[ lied ] yeah
[ coke or pepsi ]coke
[ flowers or candy ] flowers
W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
[ what do u notice first? ] eyes
[ what do u notice second? ] body
[ last person u slow danced with ] chrystine at homecoming lol
[ tall or short ] as long as theyre not midgets, and taller than me
[ required quality ] humor
W H O
[ makes u laugh the most?] keith and mimi
[ makes you smile ] everyone i care about
[ gives u a funny feeling when u see them ] if funny is a good feeling, keith
[ easier to talk to: guys or girls?] i talk with guys better, but you always need a girl
W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
[ u talked to ] grandma
[ hugged ] mimi
[ u instant messaged ] i have no idea
[ u laughed with ] keith
H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U
[ smoke ] eww
[ obsessive ] i'm pretty obsessive about certain things
[ could u live without the computer?] yeah i have like 2038 times
[ how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] oh god
[ what`s your favorite food? ] i have no ideaa..i love too much food
[ whats ur favorite fruit? ] hmm i like melons and i dunno, it depends on what im in the mood for
[ what hurts the most: physical pain or emotional pain? ] emotional
[ trust others way too easily? ] yeah i think so
F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
[ i want ] leave california
[ i wish ] i could erase some of the past
[ i love ] without measure
[ i miss ] the summer
[ i fear ] being alone
[ i hear ] music
[ i wonder ] why i'm up this early on saturday
oh my GOD, you're the most pathetic person i've ever known in my LIFE. hahaha so i clicked your journal today after your pathetic self left a comment on my journal and i saw your interests, i actually laughed outloud. so you're gone for what, a week, and you come back and suddenly like all the things you've made fun of ME for all these years? haha wow, you need to do some inner searching cause you're one screwed up little boy. beer (thought you hated it), CLUBS loll, DANCING Hahsjkahjkhn, parties, TANNING LMAO, oh my GOD, who are YOU? ew whatever though i shouldnt even write this cause it makes me look like i care, but i so dont. i'm so glad you're no longer in my life. you were the biggest mistake i've ever made. you dont even understand, the fact that we are no longer talking, is like this HUGE weight lifted. i never even loved you, i really didnt. cause if i look back, what was there to love? you were selfish, arrogant, CRUEL, and just nothing i look for in anyone. especially someone i could possibly love. i must have been so blinded by my need.
anyway
so last night was the cutest ever. keith called me and named over 100 reasons why he loves me, it was so cute haha.. then he said the cutest thing e-v-e-r.. "youre the girl i can bring home to my parents" i was like aww how cute!! his mom emailed me last night, i love her :) i cant wait to be back there for christmas, i feel so at home when im there.. yayy, i can even have snowball fightsss..i dunno, as bad as things get here, the second i talk to him.. everything just disappears.. and the best part is that even if im beside myself, he LISTENS. this is a great thing that i have to get used to, he's perfect<33
ew the nastiest thing happened last night.. my mom came over and started throwing up in MY BATHROOM. i was on the phone with keith and he could hear her.. god how nasty and inconsiderate is that? my bath was even running cause i was about to take one, and she just ran in there.
MOVING ONNNNNN
mimis in like santa barbara all weekend, i miss her :(
i've been so lazy lately, next weekend i'm staying out from friday-sunday
i'm sick of being here, time to have sum fun :p
xoxo byeee!
[ pictured your crush naked? ] yes
[ actually seen ur crush naked ] yes
[ been in love ] yup
[ cried when someone died ] yea, it usually hits me late though
[ drank alcohol ] mm yes
[ lied ] yeah
[ coke or pepsi ]coke
[ flowers or candy ] flowers
W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X
[ what do u notice first? ] eyes
[ what do u notice second? ] body
[ last person u slow danced with ] chrystine at homecoming lol
[ tall or short ] as long as theyre not midgets, and taller than me
[ required quality ] humor
W H O
[ makes u laugh the most?] keith and mimi
[ makes you smile ] everyone i care about
[ gives u a funny feeling when u see them ] if funny is a good feeling, keith
[ easier to talk to: guys or girls?] i talk with guys better, but you always need a girl
W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
[ u talked to ] grandma
[ hugged ] mimi
[ u instant messaged ] i have no idea
[ u laughed with ] keith
H A V E Y O U / / D O Y O U / / A R E Y O U
[ smoke ] eww
[ obsessive ] i'm pretty obsessive about certain things
[ could u live without the computer?] yeah i have like 2038 times
[ how many peeps are on ur buddylist?] oh god
[ what`s your favorite food? ] i have no ideaa..i love too much food
[ whats ur favorite fruit? ] hmm i like melons and i dunno, it depends on what im in the mood for
[ what hurts the most: physical pain or emotional pain? ] emotional
[ trust others way too easily? ] yeah i think so
F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
[ i want ] leave california
[ i wish ] i could erase some of the past
[ i love ] without measure
[ i miss ] the summer
[ i fear ] being alone
[ i hear ] music
[ i wonder ] why i'm up this early on saturday
oh my GOD, you're the most pathetic person i've ever known in my LIFE. hahaha so i clicked your journal today after your pathetic self left a comment on my journal and i saw your interests, i actually laughed outloud. so you're gone for what, a week, and you come back and suddenly like all the things you've made fun of ME for all these years? haha wow, you need to do some inner searching cause you're one screwed up little boy. beer (thought you hated it), CLUBS loll, DANCING Hahsjkahjkhn, parties, TANNING LMAO, oh my GOD, who are YOU? ew whatever though i shouldnt even write this cause it makes me look like i care, but i so dont. i'm so glad you're no longer in my life. you were the biggest mistake i've ever made. you dont even understand, the fact that we are no longer talking, is like this HUGE weight lifted. i never even loved you, i really didnt. cause if i look back, what was there to love? you were selfish, arrogant, CRUEL, and just nothing i look for in anyone. especially someone i could possibly love. i must have been so blinded by my need.
anyway
so last night was the cutest ever. keith called me and named over 100 reasons why he loves me, it was so cute haha.. then he said the cutest thing e-v-e-r.. "youre the girl i can bring home to my parents" i was like aww how cute!! his mom emailed me last night, i love her :) i cant wait to be back there for christmas, i feel so at home when im there.. yayy, i can even have snowball fightsss..i dunno, as bad as things get here, the second i talk to him.. everything just disappears.. and the best part is that even if im beside myself, he LISTENS. this is a great thing that i have to get used to, he's perfect<33
ew the nastiest thing happened last night.. my mom came over and started throwing up in MY BATHROOM. i was on the phone with keith and he could hear her.. god how nasty and inconsiderate is that? my bath was even running cause i was about to take one, and she just ran in there.
MOVING ONNNNNN
mimis in like santa barbara all weekend, i miss her :(
i've been so lazy lately, next weekend i'm staying out from friday-sunday
i'm sick of being here, time to have sum fun :p
xoxo byeee!