JongKey rp

[lushifah]

Key swore that life sometimes just couldn't get worse. School was becoming hectic, and with the thoughts of graduation approaching, he wasn't sure how he'd be able to juggle all of his classes at once. Not to mention, his peers at school were giving him more and more trouble, though only the dimwitted ones...the majority of the student body had

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[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun was exhausted, or maybe the right word for how he was currently feeling was actually bored. He wasn't quite sure about that. Honestly he wasn't really living his dream life right now, it was rather far away from it. And it was all his father's fault.

He let his head fall down, burying his face into his arms, which were crossed on top of the desk. Jonghyun was currently listening, or well, at least trying to listen, to one of his college's lectures. He was in the second year of his business studies, a field of work that he hated with a passion. He was an artistic soul, a musician, but it seemed like his parents, especially his father had a completely different opinion on this topic

[lushifah]

Huffing, Key finished the first paragraph on his essay. This was so terribly boring. It was insane how disinterested Key was with core classes like history, math and English. He wanted to focus on more important electives, such as fashion design or art. After all, Key planned on pursuing a career in art or fashion, so it was only fair that he deemed the remainder of his classes utterly dreadful

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun put out some of his study materials, he reasoned that if was going to sit here for a while, he could at least do something that would be of some use. Because yes, staring at random, admittedly pretty (very, very pretty) girls wouldn't really bring him any further in his life. So, while taking a few sips from his coffee, he worked on doing some reading for his boring lectures. It was hard to concentrate especially as he wasn't interested in the topics at all.

He yawned widely, stretching his arms out over his head. Absentmindedly, he let his gaze wander towards the mysterious girl again. However, he noticed that she wasn't sitting at her table anymore. Filled with sudden disappointment at her unexpected absence, he started to frantically look around the cafe, before he saw her standing at the counter. He gulped as he took in her whole figure. Damn, she seemed perfect.

God, Jonghyun, what are you even thinking? Remember, Jinhee, your girlfriend? His conscience seemed to nudge him, and he shook his head, quickly averting his

[lushifah]

Key tilted his head to the side as he mumbled the last sentence he'd typed up to himself. Somehow, it sounded a bit weird. He shrugged it off as he nibbled idly at his sandwich, eventually finishing his meal. He was honestly pretty much done at this point, and by now, he didn't care about any petty mistakes he may have made. He just wanted this thing finished and out of his life for good.

He took another sip of his latte to refresh himself. He could almost hear the Hallelujah chorus as he concluded with his final paragraph. Oh god, was he happy. He could have just fallen to his knees right then. To be honest, it wasn't all that bad. Writing this essay was sort of easy, and now Key felt like he was on top of the world. With a grand smile, he opened up an Internet tab courtesy of the free wifi here. He could almost taste the sweetness of emailing this load of crap to his teacher

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun couldn't help but to chuckle at how flustered Key looked, cutely hiding his face behind his hands. He felt like squealing at the overflowing adorableness, he had to hold himself back from jumping up from his seat and enveloping Key into a big hug, and kiss those cheeks that were so rosy with an embarassed flush

[lushifah]

Jonghyun had never sung in front of anyone before? Now Key felt really bad for asking so much of him. He hadn't meant to sound so rude! He groaned inwardly at his own nature and decided he'd act better from now on and be more careful with his words.

He looked down, watching his hands that were folded in his lap. He wondered if Jonghyun thought he was silly. Was he being too shy? Not talking enough? He wasn't sure where all of these nerves were coming from, but he didn't like it.

He lifted his head in surprise at Jonghyun's question. Why would he of all people care? He had a girlfriend, after all... Of course, he could just be curious...no reason to avoid the question. Key wasn't uncomfortable with it

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun was rather surprised by the girl's answer. He had been sure that she would reply in the affirmative. But actually Key didn't have a boyfriend and somehow he felt relieved by that realisation. Was he actually imagining Key as his possible romantic partner? That was a crazy idea, he should stop thinking this way. He had a girlfriend that he loved, this was just some weird fascination he was having with Key

[lushifah]

Somehow, Key thought that Jonghyun's words of 'you don't need to be embarrassed' would make him blush harder, but...his eyes were so warm, genuine and highly reassuring...it made Key all-but melt on the inside, as much as it pained him to admit it

[miss_emilia]

Key's reaction was just like Jonghyun had hoped it would be. She looked so happy gazing down at the rose, her eyes shining and her lips opened in surprise. Honestly, Jong couldn't possibly deny anymore that he was smitten with this girl. Just seeing her being so delighted with something that he had given her, it made a pleasant warmth spread through his body

[lushifah]

Key rolled his eyes fondly as Jonghyun insisted on carrying the basket. He really was determined to be the perfectly polite gentleman, wasn't he? Chuckling, Key allowed for Jonghyun to carry the basket for the both of them, nodding as he locked his door, pulling it shut behind him.

He kept his bag hiked high on his shoulder, sending Jonghyun a curious sidelong glance whenever he felt a big, warm palm on his back. Sure, it looked and felt totally innocent, but...his lower back, huh? Key couldn't help but smile, stifling an amused chuckle as the two advanced to Jonghyun's car

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun was rather shocked at Key's following words. Flat-chested? He raised his eyebrows, not able to stop himself from gazing over at the girl sitting next to him. Feeling slightly embarrassed, he fixed his eyes on Key's aforementioned chest. Well, she was right... There wasn't much to look at

[lushifah]

Key couldn't help but burst out into laughter at Jonghyun's response. He seemed so awkward talking about it, it was extremely cute.

Of course, behind his wide smile, Key was inwardly exhaling a big breath or relief. Honestly, he'd been aimlessly worrying about that factor for a while now. He didn't want Jonghyun to be turned off because he had a boy's chest (literally).

"That's good to know," Key giggled as his laughter died down considerably. "I'm sorry for laughing, it's just that I think your way of answering was really cute." He smiled gently, placing one of his elbows on the console between them casually, keeping his gaze set on the man driving. Damn, he looked even more attractive behind the wheel, especially with that ensemble he was sporting.

"If you're not into big breasts..." Key began with some hesitance, eyes darting down as he started to trace circles onto the console to occupy his forestalling gaze, "then what are you into, hm? Is there anything in particular that just...you know...gets you going?" he asked with

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun felt relieved to know that Key also seemed to think that what they were sharing currently wasn't anything weird or wrong. Honestly he never wanted this 'date' to end. Sure, it was nothing out of this world, but still, just being with this girl made him happy. He tried not to think about how they had just gotten to know each other, he didn't care - he had this connection with Key that he didn't have with anyone before

[lushifah]

Key's eyes trailed upward, watching as Jonghyun's plump lips pressed against his hand. His cheeks warmed and he was sure they were tinting with bright red as Jonghyun elaborated on the subject...well, yes, he was right, after all. Key would very much enjoy Jonghyun groping his butt. Just as he was expecting to be touched in such a place, wetting his lips from nerves, Jonghyun moved away

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun looked proudly at his creation now gracing Key's pretty head. The girl's reaction was quite welcoming; the cute blush spreading across her cheeks and the way she gazed to the ground bashfully - it all put a bright happy smile on Jong's face

[lushifah]

When Jonghyun told Key he was a princess again, insisted it even...Key just felt like breaking down. He was so flattered, so flattered it hurt and he could feel his heart thudding madly, making his ribcage tremble and ring. It was so overwhelming, this feeling. Key wondered if he could ever overcome it. But if Jonghyun kept acting the way he did...Key wasn't sure if he could ever give this guy up

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun felt so comfortable talking to the other boy. Usually, he was rather closed-off about such matters. He didn’t like to talk about his family’s issues, because honestly, sometimes he was quite ashamed of what was going on at home. But when it came to telling Key about all of this, there wasn’t any problem. He could probably talk with him about anything that was resting on his heart. It was strange, because even if he had a lot of friends and a few really close ones, he barely talked with them about any of his concerns or problems. But he trusted Kibum, he knew that the boy wouldn’t judge him, he would just try to help him whenever it was possible

[lushifah]

Key shook his head rather numbly at Jonghyun's question. He didn't know what it was like to go out in public like this anymore. It almost felt like he was naked or something. It was so weird. But Jonghyun accepting him like this was more than enough, so he didn't dwell on the discomfort for very long.

"I...I feel uncomfortable if I'm not dressed as...you know. As a girl. Because I really do see myself as a girl sometimes. Sometimes I look in the mirror when I'm all dolled up and I really believe myself. I really believe all of the nonsense I've brainwashed myself with." He sighed heavily, almost unconsciously leaning over, tipping his head onto Jonghyun's shoulder. He shouldn't be admitting such things, especially in a time like this, but the words just kept spilling out.

"Sometimes I become so confident in myself. I get to the point of where I don't have to remind myself the words 'you're a girl, you're a girl' because...I've grown very used to it. Nowadays, once I'm wearing the right clothes, then I am a girl. It's as simple as

[miss_emilia]

Jonghyun wasn't going to lie - what Key told him, it was a little difficult for him to understand. He had never met a boy like that before, a crossdresser. But he would try to understand. He wanted to get to know Key more, to know his thoughts and his believes. Once again, the older realised how interested he was in Kibum - the boy possessed a complex personality that drew him in

[lushifah]

Key's face heated up a little due to Jonghyun's oh so affectionate touches. Key knew this guy was a walking hero from a romance novel! Even after all the two had been through, Jonghyun still managed to kiss his head and hold his hand and tell Key that he couldn't relate, but he would try to. He would try, and that alone made Key fall a little harder for his friend.

Suddenly, he had a shoulder full of Jonghyun's face, and Key almost squeaked at the warm contact. Now his entire face was on fire; he just couldn't grasp the fact that the ever so straight Kim Jonghyun was still so...attracted to him. Could they...maybe work this out?

No...no. Key was jumping to conclusions. He needed to think rationally.

"It's okay, Jjong, he began playfully, emphasis on the nickname, "I know I smell good. So I give you permission to smell whenever you want because I know it's a very addicting scent," he smirked self-righteously before laughing loudly, the sound resonating through the eerily white and relatively empty hospital room. His cheeks were