Here and now I'll express my situation.

[lust13]

I try so hard to do everything right, and I get so upset when it all blows up in my face.  I don't understand why I feel like this... Everyday I wish I could be someone else.  Someone who had a little less stress in thier life.  No matter how hard I try to be the perfect student, daughter, sister, or friend...I never even touch the surface.  It's

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[madrhetoric]

Not that it means much, but you've always been good enough for me.

[springheel]

You aren't what your parents think of you.
Or your friends, or your boyfriends, or the kids at school.
You're not to be compared to models on commercials, or the perfect people on television shows, or any of the fictional garbage that they force-feed us and tell us is real life.
You are Jessika; a shining, luminescent, powerful individual. You are You. And you're the only thing that you really have. Learn to love yourself. I know I did.
I know that the weight of the world seems like its on your shoulders, and I know the feeling of slipping and buckling under that weight. I really do sympathize. The world is hard, and cold, and a little bit impossible to make yourself comfortable in, but the world is beautiful. And so are you.
Shine for us, darling. I know you are capable of being whatever it is you want to be.
Call me sometime if you want to talk. Cause I know you do.
-----Zak

[lust13]

That damn near made me cry a little :) Thank you guys. It's awesome to know that there are people like you underneath the ground zero that is every-day life. Youre much appreciated..