Dude, this shit is getting rediculous.  So far, this week has been effin sweet...untill today that is.  Why the fuck does that always happen?  I'm in such a pissy mood.  Kym's comming over so we can go to dinner at like 6.  I'm so hungry right now, I think my stomache might begin to eat itself.

I got a god-damn detention today from Jacobson.  The ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this fucking bullshit...

"A little sheltered girl, is what I'll always be.  So loving and considerate, too scared of what I'll be.  I look into the mirror, the whore is all I see. Like you, like me, diminished, self-important, I'll never see.  Like you, like me, I never wanted to be like me. Do you think I'm a...whore?"

Yesterday was fun. ( Read more... )

So...today was pretty good.  I thought for sure it was a guarunteed snow day.  I was wrong...(Capac didn't have school though.)  Heh, that's pretty funny thinking about it. A snow day in late April.

I wanted to hang out with Brandon today, and since we did have school...I had to find some way to see him anyways.  In Art, I faked an allergic ( Read more... )

I thought I was capable of holding myself together...but I guess I was wrong.  I called my mom today to confront her about telling my dad that she was finding things [that she wasn't actually finding] in my room.  Long story short, I'm done talking to her.  I don't remember agreeing to trade my mom in for just another enemy.  Guess I never had to ( Read more... )

Ahh..it's been a while.  Of course it's always the same shit, different day.  Yesterday was 420 though.  ^_^ I was VERY excited.  I didn't smoke a crazy amount of weed or anything though, a few joints throughout the day, ya know.  I did hang out w/ Matt Christopher though...that was aukward.  This week went by so fast...it's nuts.  Tomorrow's ( Read more... )

What is it with me?  I hate being so vulnerable to love.  No, nothing's happened.  I just feel so deeply alone in my own little world.  He's out there, I know.  Within 20 miles...so why do I feel like he's so far away from me?  I honestly thought that after Alex, that I would never fall in love like that again.  Of course I was young, so I knew ( Read more... )

I m  counting the mins til we r 2gether i luv u
Its my breakdown u only help i luv  u
I will b back soon i luv u 2

The 3 text messeges that Brandon sent me when he was at UofM... 
I'm Happy.

<3 Jess

Lately, the many aspects of my life haven't been going very well at all.

There's my parents.  My mom keeps wanting to come over and stay and stuff, and my dad's just confused beyond belief.  This doesn't really effect me, but it does at the same time- because when they get dramatic, I somehow get thrown into the middle of it.  I almost feel ( Read more... )

Hmm... Slightly hungover.
Guilty for what happened yesterday
Cramps are killing me
Last night was a blast...untill Dana showed up.

Gross. I need a shower, big time. 

I just may have made a bigger deal out of this whole thing then I should have.  I don't know if Brandon's mad at me or not, but when I talked to him earlier, I was so pissed off at him.  I told Tara I didn't even want to talk to him anymore (of course I was just blowing off steam...) but I just can't get the thought out of my head that something's ( Read more... )