Dumbass ;_;
I'm so freakin' silly o.o
I've just cried because of JiYong's photo T_T
I just saw it and my iTunes played "We belong together" in the same time and...
I cried ;_;
Dumb me... ._.
He's so cute I can't stand it but cry >.< xD so boyish and innocent here... looking so young <333~~ I wanna hug him ;______________; God... I'm loosing rest of my conciousness and going insane v.v''' and I can see how I end up at the madhouse T_T
And some G-Ri now...angsty one T_T
Title: Choice
Author: lustfulsister
Pairing: G-Ri (G-DragonxSeungRi), JiYong's POV
Genre: drabble
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Not mine unfortunately ;_; xD
Summary: JiYong feels lost...
CHOICE
He felt insecure. And that was strange. Unusual. Never ever he faced such a situation before. He always know what to do. Always know what he want and how to get it. And now...
He doesn’t know what to think. He was unsure about everything. About his feelings, his behavior and in the end about what he’s supposed to do.
And the reason of this all was... maknae.
Yup... the one and only Lee SeungHyun.
He haven’t even noticed when it all started. God... he even didn’t like him at the beginning. But he started to get used to him. To this annoying and weird kid. But there was something strangely cute in his dongsaeng. Cute and cheerful and something what makes him feel happy all inside whenever he thinks about little SeungHyun.
So he gets familiar with him and one day he realized himself that he doesn’t see the world without SeungRi anymore.
SeungRi... Victory... Indeed. Maknae rule the way to his heart. He felt like SeungHyun was his little brother who he didn’t have but wanted so badly.
Fooling around with SeungRi became everyday habit. It comforted him, made him feel happy and that he have a place in this world.
This bond he shared with him became stronger and stronger.
And he crossed line... this thin line between friendship and... exactly, what? Is this love?
He’s not a gay! At last he didn’t think so... he didn’t have interest in guys till now. He had a few girlfriends and he was happy with them. It wasn’t true love but obviously some kind of attraction and fascination.
Maybe he’s bi.
But no other man is attractive to him... only maknae.
So once again, is this love?
He wants him right by his side all the time. He wants to feel his presence all the time and trough all his body... it became very... phisical too.
Every simple touch made him feel good. And he was craving for more and more.
And it is scary...
And it seems like it’s awkward for SeungRi too.
What he must do? He can’t fall for his bandmate... He just can’t.
He must stop it. He must stop fooling around with SeungRi. Even if it hurts them both. It’s for their own good.
This is what he’ll do... Close the door behind him and throw away the key.
T_T angsty... sorry for that ;_;
I've just cried because of JiYong's photo T_T
I just saw it and my iTunes played "We belong together" in the same time and...
I cried ;_;
Dumb me... ._.
He's so cute I can't stand it but cry >.< xD so boyish and innocent here... looking so young <333~~ I wanna hug him ;______________; God... I'm loosing rest of my conciousness and going insane v.v''' and I can see how I end up at the madhouse T_T
And some G-Ri now...angsty one T_T
Title: Choice
Author: lustfulsister
Pairing: G-Ri (G-DragonxSeungRi), JiYong's POV
Genre: drabble
Rating: G
Disclaimer: Not mine unfortunately ;_; xD
Summary: JiYong feels lost...
CHOICE
He felt insecure. And that was strange. Unusual. Never ever he faced such a situation before. He always know what to do. Always know what he want and how to get it. And now...
He doesn’t know what to think. He was unsure about everything. About his feelings, his behavior and in the end about what he’s supposed to do.
And the reason of this all was... maknae.
Yup... the one and only Lee SeungHyun.
He haven’t even noticed when it all started. God... he even didn’t like him at the beginning. But he started to get used to him. To this annoying and weird kid. But there was something strangely cute in his dongsaeng. Cute and cheerful and something what makes him feel happy all inside whenever he thinks about little SeungHyun.
So he gets familiar with him and one day he realized himself that he doesn’t see the world without SeungRi anymore.
SeungRi... Victory... Indeed. Maknae rule the way to his heart. He felt like SeungHyun was his little brother who he didn’t have but wanted so badly.
Fooling around with SeungRi became everyday habit. It comforted him, made him feel happy and that he have a place in this world.
This bond he shared with him became stronger and stronger.
And he crossed line... this thin line between friendship and... exactly, what? Is this love?
He’s not a gay! At last he didn’t think so... he didn’t have interest in guys till now. He had a few girlfriends and he was happy with them. It wasn’t true love but obviously some kind of attraction and fascination.
Maybe he’s bi.
But no other man is attractive to him... only maknae.
So once again, is this love?
He wants him right by his side all the time. He wants to feel his presence all the time and trough all his body... it became very... phisical too.
Every simple touch made him feel good. And he was craving for more and more.
And it is scary...
And it seems like it’s awkward for SeungRi too.
What he must do? He can’t fall for his bandmate... He just can’t.
He must stop it. He must stop fooling around with SeungRi. Even if it hurts them both. It’s for their own good.
This is what he’ll do... Close the door behind him and throw away the key.
T_T angsty... sorry for that ;_;