It helped ( Read more... )

It seems like I'm pissed off all the time lately. But what I hate, is I don't know why I'm pissed off. I think I need to get out of the house. Maybe some fresh air will make me feel better. I haven't been to the beach in weeks. Me & Eden are going downtown today. I hope this helps.

I took a shower. It made me feel better. Just a little bit. :-)

I got pissed off today.
I felt used today.
So, I took a walk.
I thought that it would help let off steam.
And then I got lost.
All the houses looked the same...
I didn't know where I was.
So, I sat on a curb.
And I freaked out.

And then I realized I forgot my shoes at home.
About 2 hours later...I found home.

My feet hurt.
I'm thirsty & dehydrated.
I'm hot.
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Love believes me when I lie.
Love puts the blue back in my eye.
Love is the end of history ;
the enemy of misery.
Love refuses to believe that equality ;
is just for the naive.
Love has got to be with the weak ;
And only then does it have a chance to speak.
Love in justice ; not charity.
Love brings without clarity.

I was thinking about it lately...and I have no idea what I want to do with myself. I used to be so sure that I wanted to be an actress and be famous. But now, I'm having doubts. It seems like the publicity is so obssesed with celebrites, is it really worth it? I don't want my life to be constantly recorded and shown to the public. It seems like I'm ( Read more... )

This has been a couple of fulfilled days ( Read more... )

I think it's so horrible. ♥ And it makes me so sad ( Read more... )

I am so lost.♥
Sometimes I just want to run up and give you the biggest hug and whisper,"I love you" in your ear.
..And other times...I just want to avoid you and give shy "Hello"'s under my breath.

Maybe it's the summertime air. Or maybe it's just me.

I hate the way my mind works.


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I had a wonderful birthday. :-)
I woke up to my father singing "Happy Birthday" over the phone to me. Then, I got a absolutly wonderful birthday hug from Richard. :-) Then, I went to the beach and my friends sang "Happy Birthday" to me again. I was embarrassed, but it was nice of them. I LOVE my friends. They're so wonderful

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YAY! Tomorrow is my Birthday! ♥
I don't know why I'm so excited. I'm not having a party or anything. But, still. I like the idea that I have something to celebrate. Plus...I hope I get absolutley fantabulous presents. :-)

Even though I have no idea what I want.
I have everything and everyone I need already. ♥