::big sigh:: slept till 4.15 in the afternoon today... :) Gotta love days off.j
Not feeling too bad and I've decided to work on college apps today... Wish me luck! If I do well today it'll mean I get into Ithaca!

God, I'm so fucked up
and I don't know why.
I hate myself,
and worse?
I hate
that I hate myself.

Okay, so it's five of one wednesday morning and I don't know why i'm not asleep yet... But I was just reading a new book i got today and its -amazing-... I recommened it for any girl who's.... well, just, any girl, really. It's awesome... it's so cute, and really funny too... But here's a taste of it... It's What My Mother Doesn't Know by ( Read more... )

Okay this is the long drawn out answer to a personality test i took... I just liked looking at it and seeing if it was like me or not ( Read more... )

I'm an idiot, I'm an IDIOT and i'm sorry....
I'm sick and tired of miscommunication ruining relationships... It ruined my parents... It ruined my sister and my dad... It's ruined so many of my friendships, and now it might ruin another one. I'm sorry! Please don't hate me. I will always be here as a friend if you want me as one.

I just learned that I snap pretty quick.

4 pages!!! Holy FUCK.

I know only one person knows what I mean by this, and I'd like to keep it that way, so please don't question me about this. If I feel comfortable opening up to you, I will. :/ Thanks.

This is cute, I heart jackie lamenzo ( Read more... )

Yesterday was awesome and hilarious... Jay King came over and brought me, cody and asya weed... So we all smoked in the hottub. It was a blast... :)

"Marijuaaaaaanaaaaaaaa"
"What??"
"HONDA."

Holy crap there were so many random funny moments and I can't even remember them all.

'Twas a good day.

I just want to say, I'm tired of just being friends with everyone.

I can't stand this life anymore
All I do is fight with my family
and lose friends...
It needs to either change
or end.