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[lutz49er]

the second half of today sucked. I was feeling really down. probably about nothing or something really stupid. I was really angry at myself and what a lack of impact i have on some peoples lives. i try to have a good impact on others lives, and i try to be that person everyone one thinks about when they hang out with a certain group of people. I

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[englishfucker]

Gah sucks dood

im not sure what to say. Just hold out for another couple weeks then its summer and we'll chill all the fucking time i promise you

you can call me tomorrow when you need a break

bye

[1day1llfiiaway]

agh! It's strange , because when I was reading this I could relate so well. I went through the same thing last year - my parents bought a house in the boonies near Chico, 3 and 1/2 hourse away from Livermore and friends and comfortable things, and every weekend we would come up here and it was so hot and uncomfortable. I hated it not because it was a bad or ugly place, but because I knew that it meant I'd be leaving next year after I had graduated. It was a very sad time.

Ironically that's where I am now, visiting for the weekend, because I ended up not like Sonoma state, and wanted to come back to Livermore to be with my friends. I think you'll be okay in the end, when you figure out what you want to do and that you have the ability to change your situations, or make the best of it. So it goes.

gah! I don't know you very well I hope this doens't seem stupid! Bye!

[lutz49er]

thanks. i think i might get used to it eventually.
i might not even live there that long because of college. but it still seems like a total waste of time.thanks though.

[brutalmouse]

you're still like the coolest motherfucker in the world.

[lutz49er]

hehe thanks