Stoned retarded everyday... take another hit let the wonders stay. Loving life loving you donnie your my everything I love you so much more then you know. You help me get through everything and you smoke with me as well. The natural world is the path to follow... And with your hand in mine we take our steps into a new world. You are my world my ( Read more... )

As I stare death in the eyes
I try to see him clearly
His musty face hidden
under a darkened cloak
he points at my heart
its pulpitating stiffly
shaking violently,
trying to keep my cool
I try so hard to not show it
That underneath I was dying
I tried not to let it show
that I'm crying
Save me

OKay. Here is the life of april in a nutshell. Smoke weed snort coke and down bars. Everyday. Be fucked up till you can't play. Then go ahead and take somemore, take them till you hit the floor. Thats not death creepin in front of you, i promise upon my honor ill only do what you show me to.
Thats me figure it out and let me know

incredibly stoned asta the moment iut is great because m,y mind isnt goging as faste as my mind uasa blew to produce iot hyaha

okay car accidents are bound to happen right? But a car accident in less then 6 months apart from eachother different drivers shouldnt happen es[p. when I was not the driver in either! Donnie called me an accident magnet. I think he might be right. We got into a car accident today. Not so bad, donnie hit someone from behind. I took charge and ( Read more... )

Okay... This may take awhile so get up now and get a cup of coffee or something. Today and yesterday were the days of my reckoning. I got totally fucked up on cough medicine trying to get rid of my sore throat and cough and ended up taking bars... I don't remember a thing. I remember taking my Uncle's girls kids to church and being a girl scout ( Read more... )

Okay you guys my boyfriend is Donnie Young. And i love him with all my heart dammit. And you nastards out there trying to make me guilty about it can go to hell I thought you said youd kill yourself the day you made me cry well today was that day. Because it wasnt embaressing or anything running out of class in tears! I hate it!! Once something god ( Read more... )

hey you guys I am sick as hell. ad I have a boyfriend. HAH April is dating once again. Yu guys will never guess who though!

Oh my FREAKING god!! this weekend was endless!!! The parties, yes all three, the drinks the weed. I am loving life once again!! EXCEPT for the work part. I hate going to work! Boo!!! lol well like at a party in no name blake was like smirnoff and piss hell yeah having sex with a weed whacker hell yeah masturbating with a vaccuum hell yeah we were ( Read more... )

Oh my GOD!!! The kiss I have been waiting for for more then 2 years now FINALLY happened. I can't say with whom, but it was EVERYTHING I hoped it would be. I just didn't want to let go of him. It feels like my lips or on fire right now. The excitement is churning in my stomach. I can't wait to see him again!... Well, if I see him again. What am I ( Read more... )