The other day I was looking at pictures of Sam and Ethan and it made me kinda sad. It's funny how time changes things... I miss Adam. The only thing that keeps me going is the knowledge of what's to come. I know we will be together again soon. And I know that from that point forward I will NEVER let him go. Never again. Nothing in the world could ( Read more... )

I figured since I have access to a computer for the first time in like 4 months, an update is in order. Damn, I don't even know if anyone even plays with their LJs anymore ( Read more... )

Adam and I got our own house! YAY! We move in soon. By the first we will be starting our lives together. For real this time ( Read more... )

I feel so fucking stupid. I really need to be more mindful of the things I say. Intoxication is no excuse...

Adam's parents were here for the weekend. Apparently his dad is going to give him money for a deposit on our own place. With any luck we will be on our own in a few weeks. Yay for packing. :-P

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

Yesterday was the little ones third birthday. We had a little party for him at the lake and went out to pizza. Good times ( Read more... )

I am so freakin' frusterated right now. Adam is being an ASSHOLE. Apparently it's okay for him to treat me like shit when his friends are around. Well fuck that shit. It makes me not even want to TRY anymore ( Read more... )

All I want is to be able to trust you. If you would just once look at me the way you used to, maybe I would try harder. *sigh* I love you more than anything...Do you feel the same? And if not, would you just tell me now ( Read more... )

Part of an IM conversation with Tony, in which I made myself look totally retarded ( Read more... )

I am in such a strange mood. Or a mixture of strange moods... I just can't keep caring. It hurts.

It's been cold again these past few days. Today I am super tired, and it's only noon. Blah...

I miss Justin.