YAY! yesterday was so much fun!!! I went to Mikey G's grad party and that was awesome :)  It was so good to see everyone, and hang out with everyone...I haven't had that much fun in such a long time.  I feel good about today. I don't know whats up yet...wedding stuff, I'm sure. Invitations and whatnot. But ya'll can stop by if you want. Just call ( Read more... )

SO what is my problem?  I don't understand why I feel the need to be down on myself so much. I hate that I have scars... I hate that they are never going away. I hate that my scars/excess skin is what people see when they look at me.  I don't know why this matters so much to me. i feel shallow, and disgusted with the way I am acting about this. I ( Read more... )

Last night, from the time I left the movie theater to the time I got home, I finally felt free. Not "FREE" as in let go of shackles, or "FREE" as in alone, but just like I could let go. I don't know why. I just have a lot on my mind, a lot that I am worrying about, a lot that I cannot explain.

I'll just use music to get it all out.

One at a ( Read more... )

what else can I say?

I work at the Beanery no more.

And that is all.

Today wasn't a good one. I have never felt so horrible in all my life.

Time to move on...here I go.....

Carl.....

I see you are noticing my braids....

( Read more... )

I miss everyone.

I need everyone's address so that I can send out wedding invitations. It's coming up quick.

My birthday was all right. It kind of sucked, but Kyle and I had a great time. We went out to dinner and to the mall. It was cool.

Thats all for now.

Love,

Rachael

I am so sorry...

Nate, this sucks.

I have been really out of it lately and there has been a lot going on.

I haven't forgotten you.

And I hope that things are still cool.

Miss you,
Rach

happy birthday to me.

and monica.

No plans. Call me if something interesting happens.

Sandra Lee is a slut and she sucks at cooking.

She needs to stop sucking so much...

But, she is hot :)

Anyway, I am a better cook than her.

Off to the hospital again. I have to be admitted for the Crohns.

I hate this.

I'll be at Beaumont Hospital in Royal Oak if you need to get a hold of me. Call the cell. (586) 863-7456. Love you guys.