It was nice, being able to hold her for once. I just hope i can do it again soon, spend a night just holding her and telling her I love her and know by the simple way she nods her head that she loves me too. I love it when she nods her head, childlike, yet so certain. Just those 15 minutes I spent with her lets me know she cares.

All I've needed for the past week was a warm bed to sleep in and someone to cuddle with. Now it looks like that is never going to happen. I shouldn't let the little things bother me, but they do anyway. So here is gose again, fucked up as always, with one more fight down and how many millions to come. Guess I'll just have to wait for that warm bed ( Read more... )

You throw words around like "in love" yet tell me to stay gone, not commit. You call me selfish and a liar. You compare me to those in your life who have hurt you the most and torn you down until you were nothing. I don't understand you and you wont help me to understand a god damn thing I find confusing about you. I ask and you take my ( Read more... )