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“Billie Jean is not my lover”.
I’ve recently adopted a taste for playing music. I’ve always been into music, but have never endeavored upon playing musical instruments and everything - though I’ve always wanted to. Ever since I met my boyfriend, he’s introduced me to the world of playing music.
He plays wonderfully well - the piano, guitar and drums. He’s truly talented. He can just listen to a song, and know how to play the song on either of those instruments. I wish I could have such talent! Oh, and on top of all his awesomely musical talent, he has a good singing voice to top things off.
So on the weekend, he started teaching me how to play Michael Jackson’s, ‘Billie Jean’ on the drums. The drums are so fun to play! I felt like such a tomboy hehe. He also played on the piano the songs, Kci and JoJo’s, ‘All My Life’, and Nick Lachey’s, ‘What’s Left of Me’. It was such a turn on, seeing him play these songs on the piano.
♥ I adore you. ♥
I adore my boyfriend. Though I think it’s pretty obvious, to whoever reads my journal, seeing that a lot of my more recent posts have included him. He’s so awesome. He makes me feel so appreciated and cherished. He makes me feel really special to him.
He’s always telling me, “I’m so lucky to be with you.” So the other night, I asked him why he thought he was so lucky. He then said, “it’s just everything about you is so special. You’re so different to other girls. You know, I look around and see other girls and think to myself, that none of these other girls compare to you. That you, Linda, are so much better than all of them.”
Then today, while we were just bumming around at his house and talking he went a bit silent and just looked at me with this look on his face. I asked him why he was looking at me in that way and he said, “I can’t believe I ever coped in my life without you.”
I have always been so skeptical and anti-men my entire life (due to how I was brought up, and my family situation). I mean, I’ve always taken guys to be (almost by default) dishonest, lying, think-with-nothing-but-their-dicks, inconsiderate species.
But, ever since meeting my boyfriend, he has changed me view somewhat about men. Because he goes against a lot of the thinkings that I had of men. He doesn’t think with his dick, and is one of the most considerate and thoughtful people I’ve ever met.
I feel really lucky because I know so many girls who have complete dickheads as boyfriends. Hence the term we are all too familiar with, “it’s hard to find a good man”. Which wouldn’t be such a common term we would be all too familiar with, if it weren’t true. And yes, even other guys I’ve met agree with this quote as many of my guy friends have even said to me, “yeah there’s a lot of dickhead guys out there”.
I’m just so glad I’ve been blessed enough to have a guy as wonderful as him love me. I feel like such a lucky girl.
I don’t tell all these things to a lot of my friends, in case they get sick me crapping on about my boyfriend too much. Or the fact that it might make them feel worse since they’re single and so forth and are finding it hard to find a good guy. So I think that’s why I’ve been expressing a lot of my adoration for him on here.