I have wasted thousands of kisses on you... kisses that I thought were special because of your lips and your smile and all your color and life. I used to think that was the real you, when you smiled. But now I know you didn't mean any of it. You just save it all for your songs. Shame on me for kissing you with my eyes closed too tight.

today was the longest day in history at work i think. after last night...i am not drinkin for a while..i outdid myself last night. then up at 6:30 to go to work when i wasn't home till like 2:30 at least..just sucked. but we had so much fun! i really like cameron an sean an vince..an this really hott guy that had a bere on...ohhh lala. sexi! and ( Read more... )

ive been lied to, cheated, talked about, hated, yelled at, bitched at, put down and i am sitting here cryin about it and nothings gonna make the kinfe in my heart go away. i feel like literally crawling into a ball and dying, i think it would be less painful.

i luv being off work! gettin to sleep in! my momma woke me up with blueberry pancakes and they were super yummy! then me n my dad had to take my car to get a new battery put in...so it actually starts everytime now. i finally got a job interview at ups....which is awesome. i really hope i get it...even if i did though i wouldn't start till ( Read more... )

well...dont really remember too much about the last time i posted. im so excited for tomorrow! duuude.....its gonna be crazy! yesterday waas fun! i went with kara to watch her get her tounge pierced then get a tattoo on her wrist which she said hurt like a bitch. friday night was play practice..not everybody was at it though but it was alot of fun ( Read more... )

wow..i have had like the absolute craziest week ever. at least one person in our office was out everyday this week so i had to run the entire office myself and on monday since the assistant was out i had to somewhat do kinda her job. like holding the lil light laser thingy in the patients mouth. but man...i got the biggest paycheck ive ever got. so ( Read more... )

well i just got home from a really nice date. i met this guy named david yesterday and we went out to dinner tonight. hes a really nice guy...but i really got the feeling like he has alot of growing up still to do and like he couldn't take things seriously. he was really cute though..looks alot like tyler hampton if yall know who that is. another ( Read more... )

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
Life doesn't always
Go my way, yeah...
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...
I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl
There is no need to protect me
Its time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own
I've seen so ( Read more... )

wow....i just got home from sarahs a lil' bit ago. i am so glad i went over there!!! we learned how to salsa. me, sarah, priscilla, werner, jillian, and sarahs bf (i can't spell his name?) oh wow. her bf is cuban, jillian is german, and werner is brazillian. sarahs is hott but since he is taken, werner is really hott too! haha...why do they have to ( Read more... )

well guys. i have had a really busy week. alot of practices for my play and we had our first show on saturday. granted there were mistakes made i think we all did a really good job! and we finally ogt our pool open today. yea i know...lil' late but anyways. better late than never. im going tomorrow to get a diamond stud for my nose...i can finally ( Read more... )