Ok so.
Here I am in my pjs and I went on Bebo n was looking at old photos.
And I decided to look at the photos of me and you on Foo's page.
(only took me a year and a half to work up the courage)
And I could never look at them before cause I thought it'd be too painful.
So...
With some nerves and trepidation I went online and I looked at them...

And I ( Read more... )

I honestly can't believe my eyes.

Out of all the people in the world, you who professes to be so 'straight' with people and so 'different', acts like all the rest.

So what's the deal, cause six months ago you were his best friend, what's changed?

And why, Miss Straight-Up can't you say it to his face?

You go on sites just to make fun of people who are ( Read more... )

Your scarf smells like you.

I was like a glue-sniffer on the train home.

(inhaling you to keep me high)

Leaving you gets harder every time, whether its for a couple of hours or a couple of minutes.

A memento is nice but its not

(the crook of your neck where I fit when you hug me, and its not going to hum little made up tunes while it makes tea, and its ( Read more... )

Why don't you actually take your little fuckin stupid cathouse-whore fringe, wrap it round your throat and choke ( Read more... )

I guess I'm officially 'grown up' now.

Whatever that means.

Its a new beginning and it's a little scary, guess it will get better with time.

( i feel like three years behind everyone else but fuck them, for once I really did something right. Good things come to...)

I've got you to hold my hand in this though, and that makes it ok.

Meanwhile ( Read more... )

I am sitting in the reject classroom by myself waiting on fucking stupid files converting to Quicktime.
Task and a half.
Its taking an age and I haven't done aaaaany editing fs.
Plus all my friends are in the other room :(
Going for coffee wit ma maw today tho which I'm heavy looking forward to :)

Luv n Spag Bol,
Chibs xxx

Oh man, I am heaaaaaavvvy hungover.
I blame Colin and his tequila ideas. Damn him! Hope Viki threw up all over him when they got home haahahahaha.
My lecturers have spent today laughing at me.
Say what you like about us at Ayr, we're very professional ;P
Ohhh dear.
I was having serious trouble not being sick this morning on the train.

BUT

It was heavy ( Read more... )

....Kiss boys who are in all your classes when v. drunk at the pub at 4 in the afternoon.

Oh yeah.

Sometimes I'm so fucking cool I scare myself.

Yesterday I had the most fucking horrible life-drawing class ever. We've got some new woman teaching us who was totally disrespectful, acts like a school teacher and didn't seem to have a clue what she was doing...bearing in mind this is the first class back since Willie died. People were getting upset n walking out n all sorts. Twas fucking ( Read more... )

Ok so, yesterday my lecturer died ( Read more... )