I don't want to fucking come out with you because you confuse me and irritate me beyond belief. You haven't changed at all. We'd go do the same stuff as before and I'd feel awkward and dumb and upset and confused and frustrated and just want to smash your stupid fucking face in. You let me down so many times and you promised it'd be better and it'd ( Read more... )

Jesus I haven't updated in aaaages. And its not even like I've been doing much. Merry Christmas and Happy New Year and all that jazz, I had a good time despite the weather n dying on my feet, like everyone else I think. Erm...dunno what else I've been doing, saw my sister for the first time in ages which was good, hung out with the girls a lot, saw ( Read more... )

Well my holiday was awesumly awesum. Just what I needed after the stress with trying to get things handed in and stuff. It was so nice to go to the middle of nowhere and wear no makeup, have shit hair, fifty layers of mismatched clothes, mud all over my boots and not give a shit ^^. Coming back to Glasgow was a bit of a culture shock I'll tell you ( Read more... )

Yesterday- Went to uni. Twas pretty good coz I got the stuff done that I needed to get done and scanned and animated and burned onto cd. Somehow we still found time to banter with Blane and watch drunk ppl on YouTube ( Read more... )

Right now.....

Its raining.

I have a lot of work to do.

I'm so tired its not even funny.

I'm almost utterly broke.

I'm almost utterly broken.

I'm thinking about all the people I've lost touch with.

I'm thinking about you. But what's new there.

I'm worrying about people.

I'm remembering the thought that 'maybe this year I'll have someone...' but fuck that, ( Read more... )

Gonna start from Thursday coz I don't think all that much happened before then ( Read more... )

Honestly, what will become of me ( Read more... )

Argh. Fuckin hate this class ( Read more... )

I am an 'arrogant little bitch'.

Apparently.

Last night you spent a good while screaming so loud in my face that my dad heard it from inside the house across the road. As usual you made me feel like shit about myself, like I was the worst person in the world and that basically everyone hated me.

And last night I went home and I literally cried myself ( Read more... )

Ok when did I last update this...fuck knows.

Wednesday- Made pancakes with Megan and Dave and then went out for some milkshakes n pool after. Gutted that 'Mel's' was closed though. It was a funny day, I almost blinded Dave twice lol and we made some...interestingly shaped pancakes as well lol. 'Quick, catch him and shave his hair off! We can put the ( Read more... )