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Apr 12, 2004 20:30

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

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A letter ~ in parts anonymous April 13 2004, 13:25:39 UTC

Pretty soon I am telling you not only what to do with food, but what to do ALL of the time. Smile and nod. Present yourself well. Suck in that fat stomach, dammit! God, you are such a fat cow!!! When mealtimes come around I tell you what to do. I make a plate of lettuce seem like a feast fit for a king. Push the food around. Make it look like you’ve eaten something. No piece of anything…. If you eat, all the control will be broken…. Do you WANT that?? To revert back to the fat COW you once were? I force you to stare at magazine models. Those perfect skinned, white teeth, waifish models of perfection staring out at you from those glossy pages. I make you realize that you could never be them. You will always be fat and never will you be as beautiful as they are. When you look in the mirror, I will distort the image. I will show you obesity and hideousness. I will show you a sumo wrestler where in reality there is a starving child. But you must not know this, because if you knew the truth, you might start to eat again, and our ( ... )

A letter ~ in parts anonymous April 13 2004, 13:27:11 UTC

Oh, is this harsh? Do you not want this to happen to you? Am I unfair? I do do things that will help you. I make it possible for you to stop thinking of emotions that cause you stress. Thoughts of anger, sadness, desperation, and loneliness can cease because I take them away and fill your head with that methodic calorie counting. I take away your struggle to fit in with kids your age, the struggle of trying to please everyone as well. Because now, I am your only friend, and I am the only one you need to please ( ... )

Re: A letter ~ in parts luvalmostnothin April 21 2004, 06:23:21 UTC

those were the most inspiring letters...i might cry...
because Ana, I am a fat cow.

can i be in this? jerseylaurrr April 16 2004, 01:36:23 UTC

can i be a friend or join this community. i have serious eating issues and think it might help.

Re: can i be in this? luvalmostnothin April 16 2004, 06:05:34 UTC

sure you can!
But if you are looking for help about how to recover, this might not be the journal to look at. I have anorexia and I want it to keep it that way.

brokenfairy April 22 2004, 02:31:53 UTC

i saw your post in anamiaaboutyou re: antidepressants and weight gain, but I cannot post here so I figured I'd reply here.

It's different for every medication and for each person. I've been on and off a few of them and I didn't notice any major weight changes. The only thing I can think of is when my friend was on Wellbutrin, she lost weight, although when I was on i experienced NOTHING. (As in, no side effects, but it didn't do a damn thing for me either!)

anonymous April 25 2004, 18:58:28 UTC

I have a desperate fear of being fat. Ana is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can't imagine living without her. She has taught me control and showed me beauty..shes amazing and I love her.

luvalmostnothin May 7 2004, 05:28:38 UTC

I know..She is amazing, isn't she?