Its the feeling of wanting it, but the fear of what would happen.
Its the feeling of having a great talk, and coming across very emotional stuff.
Its the fact that after it all, he still is here when I need him.
Its the first time we talked  about our lives, and it made me realize so much.

he was there for me last night.

Through all the ( Read more... )

It was all a lie.

I cried at work.
Y is life so stressful?

I have accomplished my lifetime goal of picking up hot guys that I dont even know, and hanging out with them!
I had fun @ the Cruise...    :P I worked until 4, went ( Read more... )

Dad, Brother, and I went and drove down our street tonight to check ( Read more... )

so guys. I have come to realize that I cant please everyone these days. There isnt any decision, I have made... that everyone I know has been happy with ( Read more... )

Abbi and Christopher. I miss u guys so much.
I cant wait until u get back.
;*

So, is it sad that I still dont know what H.S. im going to? I def  think it is...
:/

had fun with Mich the past two days. I love that girl. Shes a long lost sister.
Went shopping. Got me some tanktops and bras. Much needed.

Wishing our relationship wasnt so confusing ( Read more... )

I wish I could change how I feel about it.
I really do.
It would just make things so much easier.
happier.
and better.

life's taking an unexpected turn... and im so not ready for it.
As of now. Cousino... here. I. c.ome.
Sc.ared. As. All. Hel.l

<3 much love. especially to you ( Read more... )

So... I havent been home in, 3 days. Im so glad I get to sleep in my own NEW bed these days :(

LIZ IS BACKKKKK! I went and got her from the airport, she looked so lost when she came out of the little doors. I love that girl. Missed ya, hun!

Ive def been having fun this week though. Two days off, got sent home early... then called off tonight. A.M. ( Read more... )

Laguna in a hourrrr! yesss.

You see... the thing is, I am at the point where I will do just about anything to stay at Ferndale. School is about to start and its still stuck in my head that im gonna be walking down the halls of FHS. So... lets cross our fingers, and hope they r gonna let me stay :D
Coming into Ferndale is weird to me. Its weird ( Read more... )

its beginning to stress me out living here. Everyday I have to worry about where im gonna be, where I can leave my bag (which I have EVERYDAYYY) and what time I will be able to get a ride home at. I miss being able to just walk around and see everyone and not have to worry about getting a ride home. I used to be able to just walk.
I already missing ( Read more... )