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I just found out about 1 hour ago, that a guy I went to high school died in a car accident just down the street from the high school. I have so many mixed feelings righ now. I feel so sad and I want to cry but I'm at work right now so I have to stay professional and finish my work. He was such a nice guy, and he will be missed. He was one of those ( Read more... )

I need to change something about myself. of course not my personality, I want to stay as weird as possible. I want to either get another tattoo, dye my hair, cut my hair, change my clothes, do my makeup differently. I dont' know what to do. I'v been letting my hair grow for out a little, trying to get rid of the layers, but now I'm bored with it. I ( Read more... )

Today has been a pretty good day. It feels good to say that. I haven't been able to say that in a long time. I work for the state as a case worker, a very easy job. The only problem with the job itself is that I have to talk to people that have hit rock bottom in there lives and are relying on me to feed them. sometimes it hurts because there ( Read more... )

So I'm at work right now, I'm so bored. this is my lunch break and i'm in my office.If going to the break room means I'd have to sit and listen to the latest gossip, I'd rather sit in my office alone with the door closed. for some reason people here think I'm stuck up, I can tell you now I am far from it. Trust me I am the last person to put myself ( Read more... )

I could just scream right now. this morning I wake to the sound of my roommates dogs playing up and down the stairs. Waking up to dogs barking is one of the most irritating things to me. If there was someone breaking in I could understand but no one was coming in or out of the house. they were just "playing" as my roommate says. well I say let them ( Read more... )

what a day this is going to be, I'm babysitting my cousins today. they are 3 and 1. I love those girls so much but they remind me everyday why I don't want children. they are a handful ( Read more... )

Here is My first Entry. what to say? well about a year ago a friend tried to get me on here but of course, I messed everything up and I am finally getting back on. so lets see how it goes ( Read more... )