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"Hello God, I called tonight"


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hello world that is against me. soooo i have had a busy life lately. not really i been trying to keep myself busy so i dont have to think about much of anything. well i am back to finding a new dr and seeing how much they cant help me. got money issuses so what else is new.......and my marriage is falling apart. i dont even want to do this anymore ( Read more... )

Oh I am about to blow a fkn lid dude.........I am so pissed off at dylan right now.......i swear how stupid can one person fkn be. I tell him NOT to touch the fkn account and what does he do? well go figure it out......so i am sitting here all weekend trying to figure out why everything has come out but its reading less than it should. well now i ( Read more... )

I have no idea how i am going to live past this day? I just wanna die........i just got out of the shower not that i feel any better. but at least i smell good now......i have so much to do and i just cant. all i want to do is lay in my bed in silence.

ok i am back........hhahahaha i ended up laying in my bed anyway........it was nice except i ( Read more... )

well today i have felt so horrible, its that time of the month.......again........and nothing seems to be going my way at all like most months do. all i need is to call my new dr tomarrow and get let down again. u know it feels like no dr i find can help me no matter how skilled they are in what they do. i just dont know what to do anymore. there ( Read more... )

Well my day today was okay. i had some fun and i got to get out without dragging my son and then taking care of his every need all day so that was great. i first went to Erin's and she had some of her friends from work still there for last night bc they all had a party, not that i was invited blah, but maybe next weekend. so i heard all the funy ( Read more... )

ok well i have no life lmao.........not really soon i have to get my ass in the shower and wait for eirn to call me so we can have sex.........sike......i guess we are going to get together for a lil while before she has to go to work. i should be looking for a job but i am to pissy today to fkn deal with much of anything so she will distract me ( Read more... )

Well today is the most shitiest day ever.........it has been pooring all freakin day long and i went food shopping with my mother in law, got soaked. we got lots of good yummy health food. i dont mind eating healthy if it doesnt taste like crap ya know. so right now i am tired hungry waiting for some stuffed flounder cold and sort of wet, i want a ( Read more... )

Well i guess since i told my husband he could take the rest of my money for shit he so call needs and now he doesnt need to talk to me anymore bc he doesnt Need anything from me.......i fkn hate when he pulls this shit and here i am like a fkn idiot staying up waiting for him to call bc he told me he would. so here i am on the first friday night ( Read more... )