i haven updated in awhile.
imiss livejournal oh so dearly.
ive made alot of friends.
and i break down barriers
that i have built for myself.

I FUCKiNG BREAK MY OWN RULES !!

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im at vees again ( Read more... )

NEW LiVE JOURNAL. ADD iTT <3333.

exhalethe_pain

friends only livejournal. comment if you would like to be added.

ohh gee -sus.

i never update anymore. so im updating right now.

this past .. MONTH ? has been .. horrible ?

yeah , well , whatever,

i still like him. but its not like he likes me back , or even cares. i think he did at one time, but now he just hates me and its not helping me at all . i just wish i couldnt like him anymore. everything would be so ( Read more... )

im making a new livejournal.ill post it in the next entry.

ive had a myspace for the longest time, i just never got the chance to put it in here.

umn.. enjoy.

as we, find eachother once again..

right back where we started .. <3.

i still like him , whatever. it really doesnt matter anymore.

i feel so bad . i just like him . MY FUCKING LIFE; JUST NOTHING GOES RITE F0R ME. THERES NO FUCKING GOD . eh , fuck it. im not home , im at chrissy and mikes which is like 14254201402454257454 miles away from home . i hate home, BUT I MISS FUCKING HICK TOWN JACKSON ( Read more... )

idk whats going on now , whatever . well ryans going to my dads house, and i think that andrew will be coming over ? idk . well im at jamies , i kinda slept here , and i was on the fone with the love: courtney !<33 !! and then i had to go .. and yeah . i went to sleep . now me and jamie are getting ready to take pictures because i love her like ( Read more... )

things that are wrong with me :

i have the worst fucking home life ever .
myy dads an alcoholic .
[ tHESE cUTS oN mY wRiSTS pROVE tHAT hE eXISTS . haha <3. put it all together ( Read more... )

omFG !! today was horrible , yet okayy . well i just made myy bus because i woke up at 7 - like the retard that i am . then i went to school , and homeroom and 1st period was alritee because i didnt have to do anything because i was absent the day before . 2nd period came , and i felt like complete shit because myy fucking aunt flo came for a visit ( Read more... )