so i am sitting here and it is almost the 29th already. another year is over and i feel like nothing has been accomplished. i always regretted not finishing school but at these moments when i feel stuck in a dead end job, the reality of the situation really hits home. of course i am stuck in a catch 22 since i need to finish school to make more ( Read more... )

Well, only person who ever checks this...I am finally writing again. I don't know if you will ever read this or if i am just trying to get stuff off of my chest. I had a huge shock the other day. Dave sent me an e-mail. Dave, the one who told me his wife wanted to know nothing about his past and therefore he could have no contact with me. Fine ( Read more... )

BORED, BORED, BORED!! Can you say bored? I knew you could. I am sitting at home trying to decide what to do until my baby gets home. Should I get back in the car and drive to his mother's house...YET AGAIN and hopefully go swimming or just sit around here in the air conditioning maxing and relaxing. I wish I had a house...with a pool. I did ( Read more... )

Well, this posting is for one person and one person only (perhaps that is because only one person has the URL but that is besides the point) Since that particular person is sitting next to me at this moment, I feel quite silly. Tomorrow we are driving down to Atlantic City to gamble away any money that was not spent at the Commons today. I hope ( Read more... )

so, I think my brother is actually the only one who knows I have this thing. I just started full time at the bank and supposedly they pay you retroactively for your first week of full time so I had a great surprise yesterday when I checked my account and there was my last part time paycheck for over $400 and and the full time one for over $300. i ( Read more... )

Ok...I am new at this so bear with me. I start full time at the bank tomorrow and we are about to be audited so I am scared shitless. I have no doubt that the auditors are going to come while I am alone and I will screw something up and the bank will fail and it will be all my fault. I have a shitload of other stress right now but i will not go ( Read more... )