I always get my answer...though it ks difficult to hear and understand. I know you never would give me a chance...and that hurts me sooo much all the promises broken.I cant trust anything you say and it sucks all i ever wanted was a honest chance and ill never get that.

Im crazy...i look at you and i want to be with you forever. I want to be currled up with you and fall asleep. I want to have kids with you as many as you want...be they real or adoptive. Yet, i cant get you to seriously consider me as an option... you invite Chris over last night at 11pm. How am i supposed to react to that. I knew you and him were ( Read more... )

It comes down to it....i wanna marry you damn the issues. I wanna smell your cocoa and almond haor shampoo. I wanna make cookies with you at 12 am and hold you all night...yup i wanna marry this girl.

Why do i feel like im not worthy? Why do i feel like you can replace me like that? Why do you say you know i love you and you <3 if you dont mean it? God this destroys me you have to know it...yet why do you do it? Why did you ask me to move with you knowing i care about you as i do? I guess ill just have let myself die on the inside and act like ( Read more... )

I guess i should have known that i never had a chance with you. You said all these things you hate and then find everyone that does those things. I just wish i knew why you keep me around? Is it just to toy with me? Its killing me...i will always be your best friend but nothing more ever :'(

I wanna tell you all the things i love about you...not like. I love how you dont care what people think, i love how you get me out of my comfort zone, i love how you ised to hug me everytime before i would leave...still to this day i love your hugs though they are far less frequent. Im bothered by the choice in guys you have they all seem the same ( Read more... )

Man i suck at this....i cant do anything to make you laugh and smile it seems. I saw youbwere having a bad day i drove everywhere for you amd i even went and bought you somethings to let you know i thought of you and i get nothing it seems. We hardly talk much i guess its cause you have this Chris guy you talk to me about and you said he was a ( Read more... )

Im a broken jumble of a mess....i now dont feel anything but pain....just finish me off and move on with it.

I wish i knew what was going on in your head.. i know its pretty messed up in mine. Yet, i can't get you to open up to me. I have a fight im facing on two fronts (one side im dealing with processing all thats happened add on the other im dealing with you and your talking to other guys and im supposed to be ok with and fake a smile). I just feel ( Read more... )

Im haunted by this teasing....you talk to me like things are great but really it sucks getting to watch you in all your beauty and sexiness. Knowing i cant do anything about how you dont care for me as i do for you.