(Locked to Eva, Jordan and Aikka)

[luvmyshades]

So this is what happens when I walk away from the computer for a few interviews and talk show appearances. Don't bother explaining, kids. I've read your journals and your comments, and I'm not impressed. Maybe next time you decide to leave the planet I'll go along as a chaperone to keep anything this stupid from happening again.

Comments

[mollyforeva]

I know it's not worth anything, because this whole trainwreck was my fault, but I'm sorry.

[luvmyshades]

Why are you apologizing to me? I'm not the one who got his heart broken. Guys have feelings, even kings and gods, and hurt feelings take a long time to heal. It's gonna take a lot more then just saying you're sorry to fix this, Eva.

(Though I wonder if it was really your fault at all. We know now that HE'S been meddling with our lives again[you know who I mean], so maybe he's the real one to blame here?)

[locked to Rick]

[mollyforeva]

Why am I apologizing? Because I can't live with myself if you're disappointed in me on top of everything else that happened you read through all of that.

I tried to get through to him, all right? And in return I got a bunch of martyr-complex-y junk about how he was leaving "for my sake." As to Aikka... I have no idea where to even start trying to fix things. Some advice on what to do would be nice....

(Orlando was wondering the same thing... it could be. Though really I think it's just that I'm a horny idiot... who knows, maybe that's something the old featherbag built in....)

((Strikeout legible if you squint.))

Re: [locked to Rick]

[luvmyshades]

You'll only disappoint me if you give up, Little Mouse.

Maybe you three should spend some time apart. It'll give you all the chance to calm down and think clearly. Then later you can talk about starting over again. Sorry if you don't want to hear that, but it's the best idea I can come up.

(If it really is him, breaking you up seems like a key part of his plan. He's tried it before. And no, you're not a horny idiot, you just need more practice in self-control. It's never been your strong suit.)

[bluebeetlerider]

Rick, I am sorry you had to see that all. I am not sure what else to say. I can no longer think of much to say anymore except that I am going home as soon as I can.

[luvmyshades]

I understand. Don't stay away for too long, okay? Your friends here will miss you.