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Hi I’m 17 and my name is Bobby James
Everyday in school all my classmates call me names
And so this pusher introduced me to this thing
He said it makes you forget pain but makes you sing
I got pushed at home at school I was a wuss
Now my life is a domino that pushers push
Cause I tried it once but I tried it again
Ran away two weeks later I seen my friend
And I said
Hey there mister give me some cash
I’m high as hell and I’m ready to blast
I’m just one hit away from being passed out
Young and assed out
Man this would be cute if this were just a dream
A lesson for you to learn except you’d learn through me
You know like in the movies when it ends with a scream
Well fuck face I got news this is real and I did things
Traveling from Virginia to Cali broke
Hitchhike and rides me in my calico
Shoplift for food when it was desire
I miss my family
Miss my friends
I’m so high and so tired
Hey there
Would you help me please
Could you spare some change for the world
For the world to see
Im better than this. I deserve better. Im hurting all over. I feel lied to. and confused. I'm slowing coming to a decision that I've dreaded making. As much as I wish things were different, they aren't. and I can't deal with it anymore. Maybe I'm just an over-emotional female.
just make it stop.