So I met this great guy, right? But there's always a flaw... with Mike, its not him at all... its his damn car. I swear, the cocks always drive awesome cars, and the sweethearts always drive the pieces of shit. Dammit ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like there's no point in waking up... like if i do something, it wont matter, regardless of how productive i think im being, and i feel like an ant. one of those little worker ones... do everything for the greater good, you know. Then i look at that poor colony of ants, and I see that they are all nothing individually... nothing at ( Read more... )

im bored, im not tired, I'm NOT horny, im wondering where everyone has gone, and I dont know what to do with myself. Im really... blah. Sean got trashed last night, and I actually had to hide his beer from him, which of course meant that I had to set it on the other side of the napkin dispenser. We went to National at 1:30 or so, all after I ( Read more... )

You know, i love calei to death, but it worrys me that she reacts so strongly to other people and stuff... like the rejection she's been facing lately, and I know its makin her depressed and whatever, and I just dont know what to do. I mean, i know shes used to getting her way and stuff, because shes an only child, and she's strong willed, and its ( Read more... )

Whoa, guys, this is really weird. I just downloaded the client and stuff, and its CRAZY!! I have no idea what I'm doing, but I figured out how to do new entries and stuff. There's some thingy called a mirrior, and its scaring me, because its in like, Phoenix or something... I hope that Im not callin phoenix every time I want to add an entry to this ( Read more... )

Remind me to never again take concerta... especailly if I'm on an empty stomach, and running on an hour of sleep. I feel like total shit. I want to eat. Im hungry. But I cant... maybe I'll just be late for school, as opposed to not going at all. I have to hang out with mike today. I just saw him, but still... its not the same. I need to be with him ( Read more... )

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Its really depressing when I close my eyes and I see more than I do when they're open. Regardless of the fact that its dark in here, with the acception of the monitor's bright glare, I still see one face when I close my eyes. One, solitary, beautiful face, set up on top of a frame of a god, and containing more charm and pleasure than anything else ( Read more... )

This has possibly been the shittiest day of my entire life. Sean is either avoiding me, dead, or in jail. Myles was pissed beacuse I came to see him. Calei is upset because she hates her life. I feel bad because I was mean. And somewhere in the middle... there's my reactions. First I was disappointed in myself, then upset because sean wasnt there ( Read more... )

Im at OCC right now, waiting for a class to let out. I have ten minutes to spill my guts into this box, which im sure very few people will ever see ( Read more... )