stop looking at me

[luvpumpkin]

i am going insane.
i am feeling borderline... judged, invisible, abandoned....

i think everyone is mad at me
and i am freakin paranoid as hell about it...

i wana cry...
i feel trapped
and lost

and unable to function
even though i can physically do it

it's not living

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[cleanrain]

cont..

that was getting to long. I have to remind myself of this many times a day...but, It is not I that live but Christ that lives in me....Gal 2:20....so, when I feel like you do or did when you wrote this. I run to Him. Here is a song I love...I thought of it while I was writing and praying for you.

with love,
jana

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OG2mGnICX1M

[cleanrain]

God is not mad at you. He does not judge you. You do not need to be paranoid with Him. You do not have to hide from Him. But you can run to Him and Hide in Him. He loves you as you are fully and completely