courtney had her baby!!!! i'm now the proud "auntie" of a new baby boy! he is currently unnamed, but he was born at 9:48, not even an hour ago and was 7 pounds, 8 ounces! i can't wait to go see him and my emily tomorrow!!!

i'm pooped. just got home from work and my feet are killing me, but i figure its worth it because i really really like my job. everyone i work with is so nice and helpful. i never knew breaks and lunches would feel so good since i never got one at my other job. everyone works as a team and i love that. i got a walkie talkie today, i felt so ( Read more... )

soooo had target orientation today. it was pretty boring but hey what can you do, you have to know the stuff right? my first real day is on sunday from 10:30 to 3, so you should come see me! :) i have 37 hours next week, i'm so excited. finally money!!! other than that, nothing too exciting going on, so off to bed for me. what are people up to

my niece and all her little friends think i look like deb from napoleon dynamite. just great ( Read more... )

i'm almost 20 years old. twenty, there is no "teen" in the word twenty. i know 20 isn't that old, but i sure as hell feel like it compared to all of my friends. i've lived this long and i can't say that i am satisfied and that really scares me. i miss being little. you didn't have to worry about anything. you just play, laugh, eat and sleep. i feel ( Read more... )

FINALLY! i have a job! hopefully i'm not jinxing myself again, but soon i will be a target employee. the weird thing is that on friday i was just going to give up and go to grandy's but then target called and i had my interview today and got hired. i'm so excited, i can't wait ( Read more... )

( 4th of July )

FUCK american eagle ( Read more... )

the anger that i have bottled up my whole life is about to bust. i can feel it and it's not going to be pretty. i have finally had it with some people. i need to make a change. at times i feel like i just need to spend all my time alone, that way no one can piss me off and no one can walk all over me. my problem is that i think too much and when i ( Read more... )

i'm determined. i'm going to find a job if my life depends on it. today is the day.

lets hope.

i just don't understand why its so easy for some people to get jobs except for me. is there something wrong with me? i know i look like a bitch but i'm really not, i wish people would see that.