Uhh forget that happy face, turns out things aren't going to be so happy after all.

But it's cool... and I'm ok.

Nicole

Insert VERY LARGE happy face..... HERE!

It's official. At 5:19 am on September 6, 2004, I saved my journals for the last time. I am so done baby! Woohoo!

Waiting till I get some sleep to print
Nicole

So almost a month since Sean broke up with me and I'm sorta becoming okay with it. I mean, with not dating anymore. But we're hardly the friends that we used to be. I only hung out with him once since then and it went all but well. That could be because I was still in my "oo please take me back" mode. But still. And then I think I talked to him on ( Read more... )

So I recently found out that Jess told Sean that she likes him the same day that he broke up with me. Funny, huh? Anyway Sean has admitted to liking her, and I quote, "a little", claiming that he can't help how he feels for someone and that it didn't affect his decision to break up with me, who he still loves and misses according to him. Well I can ( Read more... )

I went to see Seton Hall today. It's ok. It was kinda scary driving to it because it's like in the middle of the Oranges which is not a nice place to be sometimes. Anyway there were only like 15 kids on the tour and their entire familes. Most of the students looking to go there were boys though which I thought was a little weird but still kinda ( Read more... )

Around this time last year I was complaining about burning 1984. Now that that book is done and over with I really have nothing against it. The new evil is Madame Bovary. I actually really liked the book. Reading it wasn't half bad. But the journals... oh the journals! Doing journals... its like someone holds a gun up to your head and says "Make up ( Read more... )

I just realized that my last couple posts are all sad posts so I decided to make a happy one... just for the sake of having a happy one in there somewhere. So here it goes ( Read more... )

Ok so Sean broke up with me last night. Today would have been 9 months. I had a really hard time dealing with it yesterday. Like... really hard. I mean I got off the phone with Sean at like 12:30 and I had to talk to someone, so I called Jimmy. And he was actually really helpful. Like I really appreciated being able to talk to him and him actually ( Read more... )

Today Grandpa joins Grammy in heaven... I guess it's a good thing. He would have never been the same without her, and now they can be together forever. They say that when one goes, the other usually goes soon after. I just don't think that it's fair ( Read more... )