i should find joanna newsom so i can convince her to love me

i am moving across the country in a week; this should be interesting

i miss god

i want a pirate jacket and japanese pregnant dolls from the 19th century. this is looking unlikely

tonight will be a large full moon at 12:01 am, in Scorpio. I am magnetized to the scorpion in all sorts of ways. i will stride out of the house, probably drunk around this  time, and stare a hole of lunar love ( Read more... )

Lilith was said to have been created at the same time and in the same way as Adam, and when the two met, they quarreled about the headship which both of them claimed. Adam asserted that he was her master. Lilith replied that she had equal right to be chief. Adam insisting, Lilith uttered a certain spell called Shemhamphorasch - afterward confided ( Read more... )

i need a big project, something to engross myself in, something to be passionate about. i need to find something to love. the laws of the universe tell me to stop looking so that i can find. i'm abjectly depressed about going to school and i can hardly bring myself to go to class. i hate myself for it, but there is something unresolved that is ( Read more... )

i found, on ljseek, posts from four years ago. mostly lame and embarassing but i felt like posting them anyway for some poetic retrograde. they are snotty, but i am not surprised. THIS IS NOT AN ARTISTIC EXERCISE.

photogenica repealing states of mind cross me. White fences painted gold. The streetlights glimmer like the prismatic eyes of a ( Read more... )

 i never update. the word of the dayon my igoogle is "grandiloquent" and it means pompous, bombastic. i think that's ironic. 

thank you
for sharing with me your music
for giving me a renewed interest
for giving me the great pleasure of your body
for opening my mind about many things (would not have happened without my love for you)
for teaching me how to laugh at things, to be less serious
thank you for helping me to open a new chapter and make
new room and so on and so