There is just way too much to update. I have sat here several times thinking to do soo, but too much was going on that I didnt have the energy ( Read more... )

i got home too late last night to post, so i will double post ( Read more... )

ive been really depressed. im hesitant to call it that, but i dont know what else to call it ( Read more... )

look at my babies, is this not the cutest


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well i am much better than my last post, thank god!!!
I ended up taking Lukas to the park for 3 hours til dave got home.
thnigs are good, still crazy trying to learn how to multi taks and do shit loads of laundry.
here are some pics this is adeline when she was 3 weeks old, is she not the cutest thing ever!!!


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this isnt very like me ( Read more... )

well ive looked at these pages everyday to keep up on all else, but havent had the energy to post. the delivery was insane. she was healthy thats all that matters but what a contrast to what i went through with lukas. my freakin dr couldnt even make it it happened that fast, too fast for drugs either ( Read more... )

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So here we are in our home.. daves playin the piano, lukes eating honeycomb cereal and watching between the lions for the 100th time and i'm on the computer ( Read more... )

havent written in forever, been reading everyday, but everytime i sit to write I get drained ( Read more... )