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last night i saw a really good show at the riverfront theatre called 'always... patsy clien'. jen and karenas friend lee anne matthews played the lead and she was wonderful. i now deticate 'crazy' by miss patsy clien to blue ( Read more... )

i wish i had supplies with which i might draw some fucking pictures.

i need to be free of whatever it is that makes me feel the way i do when i'm here. ::lights a smoke:: having no one makes things so much more difficult but having people you don't trust enough or don't feel comfortable enought around makes it nearly impossible. i don't have any appealing options right now.. what so ever and it is my fault, my ( Read more... )

i'm really beginning to like mike. he's extremely comforting for some reason.. just.. the presence of him makes me feel good. ::sigh:: he keeps dropping hints that he wants me, though.

cassie found my pentagram charm outside faines house where i lost it last night. she was actually not bad to be around tonight. tomorrow faine is cashing in a ( Read more... )

faine fucked me over again tonight by taking my car for the better part of the day returning money, smoke AND gasless half an hour after eleven. i just got home. thank god i was upset enough to ball my eyes out.. otherwise my father would've fucked with me when i got home. fuckin' faine.. he's still a friend no matter how he used me and i do ( Read more... )

my new sn, due to some hacker who chokes on dick, is i burning leaf.

i got back from vegas today. t'was a successful venture; mind, clear. blue's being a crack-headed anus breath. ima need to start running for the hills if i can't get SOMETHING through to the fuck. meanwhile ( Read more... )

pauses realistic, awake changes molding fingers to flow. hope in that the helpings will grow larger and the opposition can learn to ask all of the right questions in order to find truth enough to understand ( Read more... )

" i can smile about it now, but at the time it was terrible. "