wow. i just logged back in, but before i could i received a 18+ warning. i'm extasic. not without reason, too. (this is a compliment.) congratulations, you have a teenager. no wait, two. i think i may remeber a lump.
your mom steals from you? insane. i've had to deal the last seventeen years with my thief of a brother, but i couldn't take it if my mom stole from me.
my biggest crush in elementary school used to slam his head on his desk and on walls and stuff. it always scared me. i didn't know why he wanted that, what gave him the idea.
i must admit i'm a big fan of numbness, and almost enjoy the first hour or so of my migraines, but i could never inflict harm and pain on myself.
ps - it's way weird not seeing joker as your icon haha.
he is never gone, he is omniscient, always cracking a smile.luzretteMarch 15 2009, 20:49:57 UTC
but i could never inflict harm and pain on myself. That is incredibly relevant depending on how you would define pain, harm, infliction and "me". I wish all practices of self-destruction, self-sabotage would leave a scar behind. But it is not that easy to me.
Though I will admit, I am very curious about, to the point of being weird (at best), the ways of the body. Situations surrounding the story above, I don't know, yes it sounds sick, which may be intentional, but that is how you tell a story, you employ a point of view, a felling, right ?
That is my random rambling which is a result of me being happy that you didn't call me a fuh-reak. Elementary school, huh ? I genuinely grinned to that.
Also, read about the jury duty. I'd give you a warm hug if I could. (would make a great story -writing would be therapeutic too)
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i just logged back in, but before i could i received a 18+ warning. i'm extasic.
not without reason, too. (this is a compliment.)
congratulations, you have a teenager. no wait, two.
i think i may remeber a lump.
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I just wanted some sort of warning for the fragile souls of the LJ.
Tell me about your lump.
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my biggest crush in elementary school used to slam his head on his desk and on walls and stuff. it always scared me. i didn't know why he wanted that, what gave him the idea.
i must admit i'm a big fan of numbness, and almost enjoy the first hour or so of my migraines, but i could never inflict harm and pain on myself.
ps - it's way weird not seeing joker as your icon haha.
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That is incredibly relevant depending on how you would define pain, harm, infliction and "me".
I wish all practices of self-destruction, self-sabotage would leave a scar behind.
But it is not that easy to me.
Though I will admit, I am very curious about, to the point of being weird (at best), the ways of the body.
Situations surrounding the story above, I don't know, yes it sounds sick, which may be intentional, but that is how you tell a story, you employ a point of view, a felling, right ?
That is my random rambling which is a result of me being happy that you didn't call me a fuh-reak.
Elementary school, huh ? I genuinely grinned to that.
Also, read about the jury duty. I'd give you a warm hug if I could.
(would make a great story -writing would be therapeutic too)
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