a successful trip.

cali tomorrow.
oh shit!

...hope this break gets better..

one of these mornings will be the loudest you hear.

i came back to charlotte this past week and i was really ready for it. i was ready to see everyone and do fun things and be able to drive and all of that goodness. And i did those things but it was weird. partly because i spent no time at the place that used to be my second home. I didn't go ( Read more... )

things are goooooood right now. 
things to look forward too:
hot tub party this weekend with jjuliussss
blind pilot at muh school
end of the semester
seeing baby cousins while eatin turkey
the weekend in general
happiness.

things that stink:
paper.
paper.
exams
paper.
registering
doing the dishes.
drama fo yo mama.
drama with my mama.
avery always hatin' on me!
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 i get annoyed by the dumbest things.

but at least i realize it right?

so i can hold back and say, "ya know what lauren, not that big of a deal"
i hate getting in these moods.

i feel like its because of the cold weather, being stuck inside, i'm around the same people (not necessarily a bad thing), but i want to go out.
i want to get in my car and drive ( Read more... )

its funny to come back to a place and think of it as home.

my dorm right now. totally my home.

this weekend was awesome and i was so glad to see the people that i NEEDED to see. 
it was good to come back to the oldtimes sort of. 
i miss my bitches for sure. 
we're so cool.

but anyway it was also nice to create new tendencies in charlotte.
for instance, ( Read more... )

its so funny how such a great thing can come out of something so sad, hurtful, and terrible. Let me explain.  I'm extremely happy with the people in my life right now, and it took me losing and being harassed and yelled at and beaten down essentially by the one i loved to get to this point. i've found somebody who im happy to be around and who i ( Read more... )

 i'm happy here. i dont miss charlotte. i dont miss a thing about charlotte except for my boys and my girls. i'll always miss them for sure.

but everything is great here. i'm around people i like, i've been having good nights almost every night, and despite a few jabs from a far off city. i'm getting over shit pretty quickly and moving on to greater ( Read more... )

 while this may sound ridiculous and a little pathetic, hear me out before you begin to judge me on the next thing i say.

i just spent the last hour going through all my pictures on facebook.

For a while i've considered this past year of school and the year in general to be the worst year of my life probably. I've been the most unhappy i've been in a ( Read more... )

 she's gone...