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[lvingscrfice]

Fuck it all. I tried. I cared, I tried to show her. Fuck it. I fucking give up. Every time I try, things just got worse. I can't do anymore. I've done all I can. I guess I just have to let it happen so she can see for herself. But by then, it won't make a fucking difference.

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[desiredfate]

I'm sorry for all this stupid shit. Brandon isn't really that bad though. He really means well. He's just seen me at my absolute worst. Ryan, I tried to kill myself!! He just wanted to help me.. But everything's gotten so fucked up. Maybe it's cause I haven't been taking my pills..but I don't like being on meds if I'm gonna be on everything else too. But stuff's getting so messed up now. What should I take to ease off it? I'm not addicted, I dont think..but like I cant just drop everything. Not yet I mean. I feel really weird and different and I dont know. Just what should I do? If you can't help me get off it then at least get me more or shoot me or something cause I'm so fucked up. Actually this is all really stupid so ignore it I guess but I'm just scaring myself lately

[wishfulxthinkn]

Tomorrow will come sooner than you know it

Dont give up-- you've always seemed so happy to me. and I would .never. want that to change

<3