I'm so tired and so vain,
Always resting on someones pain.
Never caring, always right,
Wondering how I'll live through tonight.
I'm so childish, insecure
Sometimes greedy and so much more.
Never trusting, feeding lies
Hopelessly living for his eyes.

the OC premier is tonight..how excited am i? VERY =)
and tmw is friday, so woooo FUCKING hoooo

for her birthday you gave her a framed picture of yourself that she kept on the stool by her bed. she told you it was the best present she had ever gotten. you were so happy. you had fights, little ones here and there, but nothing major. she came over every day after school, she helped you with your homework, even though you really didnt need any ( Read more... )

Synchro is taking over my life, being assistant coach is HARD WORK....and tatiana says i 'cant' have my graduation on the 5th because thats the day of an important meet. IS SHE NUTS i have GOT to graduate, so many ppl have let the team down before, big team and we've pulled through, i think its finally my turn , ive been the "good example" the one ( Read more... )

-someone to fall in love with me ( Read more... )

In the middle of a free ..w/ nothing to do..mUST keep myself entertained [sorry ( Read more... )

1. WHATS ON YOUR MIND NOW? the fact that i have two days to do a 20 page Anatomy packet ( Read more... )

hw is a biiiiitch

-2 english papers-monday
-2 anatomy projects-tues/thur
anatomy paper-thur
anatomy quiz-tues
chem test-monday
chem lab due-monday
stats project-friday
spanish paper-monday

this is gonna be the week from HELL
anatomy on its own is wayyyy to much work
someone tell my teachers too DIE!!

not only do I not have a cell phone,
i dont even have a life..
im gonna stay home and do homework for the rest of my life
[w/o a phone]
fuck

i wanna be invisible for a day and hear all the CRAP ppl have to say about ME for a change.i want to know everything...but if i think about it, i already do.
im so tired.....

Standing with everyone, you do what they all do ( Read more... )