Nothing really new going on I guess. My little brother is sitting in jail for a while it looks like, because he didn't go to school. He seems way to innocent and young to be in a place with criminals. I mean it isn't like he didn't know it would happen that way, he was fully aware. Now we suffer. My mom does't really know what to do. I can't ( Read more... )

Hey! I am back at school, that spells...excitement..at least momentarily. This semester will be tough, but I am sure like the past 5 that I will make it through successfully. I hope to figure out an intership for this semester and make a decision about Graduate school. I am not sure it if it feasible or crazy, but I hope to figure that out ( Read more... )

Should I feel special ( Read more... )

Feel sad
Feel lost
Feel mad
Feel tossed
Emotions keep reeling
Thoughts keep coming
I don't know what I am feeling
I missed so much
Lost touch
Everyone leaves
I am sarting not to believe
Why care
It is it worth the dare
It all just leaves
No one sees
The pain
It is making me feel insane
Everyhthing floods through
And I miss you...

Haven't wrote in here in a while. Things have changed quite a bit in a while I guess. Still remember my grandmother and Aunt Rose a lot. I also remember Aunt Rose. I am beginning to wonder if I will be remembering my grandfather as well...I would rather not...I mean i don't want him to go as well...it really bothers me. I hate cancer.

Well, I guess I haven't wrote in here for a while. This is most likely due to the fact that my computer is broken :( But it's all okay, because I am getting a Dell soon. In fact it is on its' way here now! Things in life have been a little weird lately, I don't really know what to make of anything anymore. There are alot of positives and negatives ( Read more... )

Well this week has had an uneventful start...it is nice though. Lack of events is a good thing. Last week was full of way too many events...So far I haven't got any homework to do, an accounting test on thursday...and spring break starts friday! Yay! I can't wait to go home for a week to spend time at home with Bud. Although I will be working most ( Read more... )

Today is another day, just like any other I guess. I found out a guy I went to school with committed suicide. I can't lie, it's a little depressing. I feel terrible for the guy, to be pushed so far and feel like he had no other option. I am sure there is speculation as to what went on, but no one really knows but him I don't think. This week has ( Read more... )

Okay, so at this point, I am frustrated beyond imaginable. I cannot believe all of the things that can go wrong in one friggin week. I really am beginning to understand why some people are miserable everyday all day for the rest of their lives. So, my RA decides to screw me big time and put my name on the no show list. Which then sends a chain ( Read more... )

You know I am just so freaking pissed I can't take it. I feel like I could just burst with anger. Okay, Bud sells his car to get some money to put into his new mustang, the car I already hated because it takes up so much of his time, having no other back up plan. He must not have given it too much thought on what I would think, he never even called ( Read more... )