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[lvnsdfkngv]

As I was playing Bingo on pogo.com and sipping my glass of warm apple cider I wondered why I was still here. Why, during my many years of feelign a need to kill myself I only ever tried twice? I had felt like this since I was about seven, though what happened to make me want to end it all is not something I can share in a public post. Not yet,

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[dailymutterings]

In life, you have to find some means to keep yourself motivated and forward looking. I will confess to never having any real sucicidal thoughts in my lifetime, but that's mostly because I've been raised in a fortunate enivornment. I know a lot of other people are not nearly as lucky as I am... so really, the best that I can honestly say is to just try your best to find things that make you happy. That's the best that you can do.

[lvnsdfkngv]

Yeah, I have Mel, hot coco, music, and poetry. Those are a few of the things that cheer me up the most. Creativity for the win!