i have no idea why i'm STILL awake.

i blame the monster i drank. but that was 7 hours ago :(

okay, so i know that im still relatively young. but theres a part of me that misses the "innocence" of childhood. those days when your biggest concern was what you were having for lunch. a time when one was unaffected by the pressure & disappointments that come with growing up and living in the "real world." at times, i become so disillusioned by ( Read more... )

it seems the harder i try, the more things fall apart :/

o. chem hates me.

--- im so broke! and its not even from shopping :( groceries, formals, auctions, presents. i guess this means no starbucks for a while. plus i have to pay for rent next year. or at least, half of it. oy, my bank account is so empty. its weird cuz i had more money when i used to go shopping like every week. but now i havent even gone shopping in ( Read more... )

Maybe we'll talk
Some other night
Right now I'll take it easy--- its amazing how much one thing can stay at the back of your mind, no matter how hard you try to push it away. there's always at least one thought, one little thing that made a hole in your heart... and despite your best efforts to patch it up and front like everything's ok, you can't ( Read more... )

i prefer to call it a "study break ( Read more... )

school + being sick2 midterms next week. i should be more productive. but right now i'm watching season 3 of one tree hill. its so intense. im gonna get some work done... as soon as i finish disc5, or maybe 6 ( Read more... )

Ten random things about me.

1. i have bad eyesight
2. my middle name's reina3. im a black belt in tae kwon do ( Read more... )

There was a rally in historic Filipinotown today. Originally, I was supposed to read to elementary kids that same morning, but then I decided that I could read to little kids anytime, but how often could I support the filipino-american veterans, our lolos, of WWII ( Read more... )

school is crazy, i cant believe its mid-semester already. non-stop tests the past few weeks. i finally get a break this week! pretty sweet if i say so myself ( Read more... )