i want warm weather. fuck this cold weather & snow. friday its suppose to get up to almost 50 so i'm happy. gunna break out the comfy bright yellow capri pants & wear them with the old olympia bball hoodie. got gym & swimming so hey. comfyness works ( Read more... )

i wish i could explain myself but words escape me - it's too late to save meschool was. reasonable. almost died before i even got to school though. dougy picked me up & i was gettin into his truck & i didnt realize the huge ptach of ice the door was right on, so I opened the door & BOOM. there I go into a full on split still trying to hold on for ( Read more... )

homework sucks so much. i hate sunday nights. i don't wanna go back to school. all im gunna hear is drama drama drama. plus i have to swim. let's make my day even better thanks. not in the mood to really write anything so I found some quotes & such.

I'm not a perfect person, As many things I wish I didn't do, But I continue learning, I never meant ( Read more... )

*Isn't this the best part of breaking up?? Finding someone else you can't get enough of..Someone who wan'ts to be with you too. that is the biggest crap I've ever heard..love that song but yeah..i don't know..i love you ( Read more... )

long LONG day but it was fun. really fun =) i made a new layout. found the icon. love the song. it's really realtable right now. re did my colors to kinda go with it ( Read more... )

How the hell did we wind up like this? Why weren't we able; To see the signs that we missed & try to turn the tables. I wish you'd unclench your fists & unpack your suitcase. Lately there's been too much of this; Dont think its too late. Nothin's wrong just as long as you know that someday I will..Someday, somehow gonna make it allright but not ( Read more... )

update til, i don't know when actually. i pretty much think i moved out of my house last night. my step dad said he didn't care what i did, so i got some shit & here i am at my grandmothers. my mom is comming over after work at 4 to try to talk me into comming back but, i don't think i can. it's so stressful & reminds me so much of when i was ( Read more... )

lost internet connection at my house til friday. fuck road runner. i wrote this last night, while I was on the phone with chad..it's a mix of somthing I made up & a favorite quote.

I see you smile, and I know that I'm not the reason your smiling anymore..It's breaking my heart. You'll *always* be everything I never knew I always wanted..and losti' ( Read more... )

ahh i love my layout i made on my greatest journal damnnn LJ & paid accounts. I wanna use it here =( it's cute ( Read more... )

Why am I dying to live and feeling nothing inside ( Read more... )