tonight, what words could describe the hell i went through tonight? while everyone was at the movies, or the dance, or doing whatever....i was at the fucking hospital for like 3 hours to see if my father would survive his first heartattack. yeah, a little bit scary? id say fucking so. like seriously, you never think shit like this would or could ( Read more... )

hey fucks, today was a good day...i dont think i laughed as much as i did today then i can ever remember! so that was a good thing, and umm i dont think im confused about anything anymore, and i know what i am going to do for now. me and chris are still good friends, so thats also good lol. i so cant wait for frigin jess's cookout/party on saturday ( Read more... )

school was gay, i got like 9752073 spots on my white capris... that was a plus? and um...failed a biology test...and probly my math quiz too. Hopefully this weekend will be better? saturday is the party :) which shall be good, maybe josh and gino with be there...my guys. and then chill with craig for once? haha who knows with that kid. leave plans ( Read more... )

so i had the absolute worste weekend in all time. im not even going to tell what i did, because it would be a waste of all of your time....because i did nothing, and um me and chris are just friends for now i guess. i still like him and everything alot, but hey, what can i do ya know? things happen for a reason. umm school was okay today, a little ( Read more... )

i love you chris ledoux

today was a good day overall. school was normal, nothing bad nothing really good besides i got to see my friends and my boo. :) ummm i stayed after for math with chris and umm had some fun in there, then got a ride home from mrs. ledoux. when i got home i went to BOBS Store with mom and got a new pair of sneakers....rebook classics. then ummm... ( Read more... )

yesturday we had our first tournament games vs. portsmouth in goffstown and we won suckas! lol yeah it was the best game ive ever played, it was 4-2. so after that we had a crazy bus ride home, and i decided to finally sleepover karis house! haha after like a year, we finally had a sleepover. hahha oh man and we decided to go swimming!! call us ( Read more... )

so tomorrow is our last softball game :( ? hmm not really...kinda glad lol. its at home at 430 so go bitches!! anyways today was another shitty day out...practice was cancelled thank god, so i went home after school. then i guess mikey B. harrison and craig decide to come chill with me outside in the rain. like, lately ive been watchin these shows ( Read more... )

this possibly might be the slowest week ever...and the suckiest weather too. like its the last week of softball (thank god) and what happens..we get rained out all week. but hey, whos complaining?? lol :). so yeah, hopefully this weekend will be much better...but theres a jv tournament! NOOOOOO. ahhh i soooo dont want to go!! and its like all ( Read more... )

oh man...i just had like a very deep conversation with my mom about all the drama that has interfered in my life so far. and god it went on for like an hour. i never knew i had so many problems in life. obviously i had a good cry too....i hate talking to my mom about my problems with my dad. and some of you know the problem i had with my father... ( Read more... )