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i've decided that im cutting myself off from you. so, this is will be my last entry thats left out in the open for you.

whenever you are ready, i am.

-laur.

i actually had an awesome time at the junk yard with dan. we listened to people having conversation and for the first time in a long time, i loved people. it was just so funny some of the stuff they were talking about and leaving the junk yard, i felt that oak lawn has sheltered me from so much. danny t.c. (not to be confused with mr. dan)you know ( Read more... )

i slept very well last night. the swelling has gone down and the puss is starting to like, peel off. antibiotics are making me queezy though ( Read more... )

i was feeling a lot better earlier in the day. and towards the end of the day, i started feeling as if i were going to throw up-still have that feeling ( Read more... )

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mom just called...i have an appointment for 12:15.

slept until 11 today. can't even remember the last time i slept in... i didn't even sleep in at kat's house. i was up at 8:30 and in the shower by 8:45. heh ( Read more... )

everything is so draining. i can't swallow and when i do swallow, i twitched because of the disgusting puss taste in my mouth. what the fuck.

hacking puss balls its not cool.and my mom won't take me to the doctor. thats love <3

Dear Abbie Coghlan,
i just got finished typing an entry and im bitching about shit. and then i read your entry and you make me want to hug everyone and just be happy. i know they song isn't happy, but i just can't explain it. so for that, i thank you.

Love always,
Lauren Anaya