:: YaWn ::

[lxlpinkielxl]

i took a long hot shower today... i pratically fell asleep in the shower... my head kinna hurts but other than that i am fine... i don't thik i want to do any thing today though.. probably just lay in the dark in my soft cool sheets and watch movies... and just let the poison that is in my head drain out... the poison of hope and fantacy... all of

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ew

[anonymous]

...alcoholic. 0_o

-Jen

Re: ew

[lxlpinkielxl]

i am not an alchi jen!!!!! haven't you ever just felt so shity that you didn't want to fucking live.. or just not be sober or conciouse.. i mean.. i dunno... i have thought soo much about things this weekend.. that... i didn't want to fucking breath.. i didn't want to be aware.. i didn't want to fucking know... things have just gotten to that point.. and i feel so numb... i hate this..

Re: ew

[anonymous]

I wuv u :o(

-jen

p.s. when I got drunk once my mom made me drink pure lemon juice. Weird colombian myth. ::shrugs::

[anonymous]

you are makeing things harder on your self, and bringing drama towards your self......

[lxlpinkielxl]

cute, really cute.... an anonymous poster... i am not freaking bringing drama to my self... fucking dramam falls down on everyone's lap when ever it feels like it... people can either choose to dwell or chose to forget... this is something that i do not want to forget or let go of... but slowly is slipping away... and at least i know that if it does slip away.. i did every thing that i could... i am really pissed off at people right now .. so i don't think i need shit from you or any one else... and if you are going to go posting comments.. you could atleast say who you are...