Went to tutor my kids on 4 hours of sleep early in the morning at 9am, and both kids were so cooperative and so adorable I couldn't help but fall again in love with them. Haha gotta add that one of them actually didn't warm up to me, and spent (last and) this week throwing a tantrum for the first half hour of the lesson. However, the tides have ( Read more... )

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Timothy's Birthday Celebration!

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I dreamt of it. I traced the outline with my fingers, and I gasped. I dreamt of it. I have found so much of perfection, and I'm learning to love? I dreamt of it. I saw myself standing it out, alone, in the city. My hands were cold and my feet were bare but my hands reached out to hold someone else. But I don't know that person, the person reaching ( Read more... )

When you see a grown man close to tears, something changes in you. 

Haven't been here in a long while. I really miss writing and penning down my every thought, and writing queer verses, and indirect messages and all that stuff. The most satisfying thing is how a reader comes to realise the subtle message underlying the written verse, that means something greater. It is exciting. Maybe most of the time, nobody gets ( Read more... )

I love my plants a lot, how they work together to protect one another from all the zombies. I dislike the javelin zombie, the rugger and the zomboni. I can't keep up with them. This games feels like Life itself. But maybe I'm just the wall-nut. Eat me up, spit me out. After a long time of that, then I'm gone.

There is little difference between 'overdo' and 'overdose'. One thing leads to another, and you will be ill, soon enough.

I miss dreaming. I miss the colour of nature, the breeze, the clean air. I feel like I'm in fog, the air is suffocating me. I miss all the pictures I've taken, every funny moment, every special artistic picture. I miss the hobby of taking pictures, photography. It reminds me that I am a different person at every point. I am not static. I miss it ( Read more... )

I remember being on relaxants. Do you think they dull your senses? They actually do the opposite. Because when the excessive commotion of the world and the external is blurred, what's happening closest to you, inside you becomes your key focus.

I'm dying inside.