012 Chains Heechul/Kangin
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012 Chains feat. Kangin/Heechul
It was getting difficult. Too difficult to keep up with the acts and pretend that he was as carefree and happy as people thought him to be.
Sighing, he sat on his bad and ran his hands through his hair. Oh wait, he just shaved for the new image of their second album, which was scheduled to be released in a week’s time. Thinking about it gave him stress. He wondered what his fans would think of his new image. Would they find it cute? Or just plain ugly?
Whatever. As long as I love it, he thought.
It was the first decision he made after he became a celebrity; everything he did; even his personality, was created by SM. He was supposed to be funny, mischievous, outspoken and a joker. Everything that he was not. He was just someone that’s chained to the invisible locks of the company. Like everyone else.
Sometimes he wondered how Heechul hyung managed to survive all this. But then again, he seems as if he’s enjoying himself. And he’s acting his real self anyway.
“Yah, Kang In! Stop staring into space! They’re not gonna turn into gold anytime!!”
Heechul stared at the man in front of him. He knew what he had been thinking. He could see it in his eyes. But what Kang In didn’t know was that he was tired of being himself too.
I want to be seen as lovable and vulnerable for once. Not the loud and crazy me.